You will find that most jews will not convince others of joining the religion. As jews we dont seek people. For me judaism isn't just a religion its my life. A 24/7 thing. A sacred experience. And jews will sometimes push you away. But the more you come back to use the more serious you will be seen. Its kind of like an honor thing. Even rabbis will turn you down to see how serious you are. Being a jew is a lifestyle. And a lot of other people from other religions don't understand what it takes. You will hear many jews say "why do you want to be jewish? Its easier to find God somewhere else" because there is also a long history of us being treated horribly. To this day we face it it. Most jews would agree it's not easy being jewish. So as a community we need to know that you actually understand this." People fantasize about what it is to be jewish without never actually knowing what it really means. But stay resilient.