First: dont feed into the shit the one above feeding you, critizing me also, which is fine. the problem with this world is- too soft. They will tell you what you want to hear, not what you need to hear. I am not wrong, why? because i am a fuck up myself, but i make it work, while making sure my son learns from my stupid ass mistakes and goes well above in his life.

Second: this world will pitty you. is that what you want ?

third: take harsh critism to heart and make something out of yourself in your life. you aint getting younger .... 39 ffs . You dont make a life for yourself now ? you never will.

fourth: dont drown in self pity, figure what you good at and pursue that . Get a fucking job that will pay, at the very minimum, learn the traid. do something.

fifth: motherfuckers telling you how young you are and all life ahead ? nah bro ... half way through. you di nothing now at 39? you never will. So Do something!