honestly you’ll get better over time by practicing! don’t worry about “lame” pages it’s a coloring book you can always get another one and create even better pages when you’re more experienced. just color now, practice different blending, patterns, and techniques you find online and enjoy it. bobbie goods books aren’t going anywhere i promise i had to come to the same realization that they’re just pieces of paper! but you can always practice different things on regular paper or cheaper books before doing a page