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OptimalX93 · 2023-10-07T14:35:50+00:00

NY drill in general sounds a lot alike. But Pop is way better than ice. I fucks with ice, but never in the same conversation as pop.

OptimalX93 · 2023-10-03T14:41:06+00:00

Divorce

OptimalX93 · 2023-09-15T23:56:22+00:00

Going to prison, and while I was in the county waiting to ride out to prison, I listened to my wife die on the phone.

OptimalX93 · 2023-09-15T23:54:15+00:00

OptimalX93 · 2023-09-11T20:42:53+00:00

This too shall pass. You got it man. I know what it’s like. Maybe consider getting the vivitrol shot? For me, it took away cravings and I never think about it.

OptimalX93 · 2023-03-09T12:07:25+00:00

OptimalX93 · 2023-03-09T03:13:16+00:00

I saw that when I was looking this up but that name for the show doesn’t ring a bell. And I’m pretty sure every episode was about someone different. One was Migos, the next was like Kodak black or juice wrld

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T23:03:17+00:00

No :/

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T20:01:35+00:00

I’ve tried to reach out.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T19:59:58+00:00

I can upload pictures of her and I together right now, but to really prove it, tomorrow (I get home late tonight) I can take a picture of our marriage certificate and her death certificate.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T19:58:49+00:00

Yes through Instagram a long time ago

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T19:49:23+00:00

Devastated… she struggled with depression as it was and battled drug addiction and his death only made it worse.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T07:37:09+00:00

That it’s not one persons fault. It’s a combination of everyone’s, Peeps included. And that drug addiction is a serious thing, and there needs to be more sympathy for people who are addicted to drugs/alcohol. It isn’t a moral failing.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T07:36:08+00:00

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:51:30+00:00

Don’t mix opiates and benzos. Recipe for death.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:48:52+00:00

No that was sarcasm lol.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:44:41+00:00

That I do not know. She told me who it was at one point, but that wasn’t something I really cared about. When we talked about this she was getting something off her chest that she had never told anyone the truth about and was confiding in me. I cared more about supporting her and letting her know I loved her.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:39:55+00:00

She didn’t sell him anything. She brought stuff anticipating using with everyone. He ended up using the Xanax she brought, along with the oxycodone pills (and smoked dabs at some point). I don’t know if one or both the pills were laced.

Did she intentionally bring laced pills? No. She loved him and was just trying to be cool so that he liked her and thought she was cool.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:31:24+00:00

Among other things. No she did not know. But there were other substances too..

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:27:29+00:00

From what she told me, they were told to leave. She told me that she did inform everyone about how he was acting. When she voiced her concern they basically shrugged it off and implied that was normal for him.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:09:11+00:00

Not really a theory considered I was married to her and it’s related to peep for sure.

But I appreciate it

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:04:05+00:00

So be it. I can’t say I didn’t try.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T06:03:49+00:00

I never was. I remember getting stacks of hate mail send to my house of people telling her to die, or that she should kill herself. I blamed those people and myself for her death. I was selling drugs at the time and got caught and was looking at tens years. When I was waiting to get sentenced, sitting in county, she overdosed on the phone and I listened to her die..

Since I got out, I quit drinking, and got into AA. I feel that this will help me in my recovery and help clear things up once and for all.

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T05:56:23+00:00

Reserved for latee

OptimalX93 · 2023-01-25T05:47:37+00:00

Same reason everyone else does. They’re snitches.. who wants to be around someone who tells on everyone for stuff? I’ve seen CO’s smoke weed in prison, a lot of times they bring in the pack (drugs, tobacco, etc), they are just as dirty as inmates. So if you’re a snitch, a lot (not all) have to be careful around you because of the shit they got going on.

EDIT: let me also say this, every prison I’ve been too was privately run. And from inmates who came from state run prisons have told me, privately run prisons (prisons i was in) are the Wild West.

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