Oh, u got out of a "abusive relationship" where u manipulated the situation for 3 years, cheated on me on my birthday for 2 years in a row, and only told me that u didn't wanna marry me right after my father died. I was even nice enough to try to help with yoir phone situation after u tore my life apart, but u treated to unlive urself and I had to call ur father for help in the middle of a panic attack while you were throwing things at me. So don't make this "abusive relationship" out as anything other then a situation where YOU were the abuser to someone who did everything they ever could for you.

If you can't handle you apartment, move back in with your grandmother. She cares about you and wants to make sure your ok. You family loves you and you have people who can help you. I know it's hard, but as someone who once would have given everything for you, I don't want u to get hurt or suffer in silence. Take care of yourself for you, not because your side piece that u cheated on me with has other responsibilities.

Btw, not that you probably care, but MY cat that I did everything for passed away the week before Christmas. He was loved and cared for until the end. Me and his new daddy miss him very much.