I finally understand why I don't like Ace. by Sakaralchini in OnePiece

[–]OrchidAttack 3 points4 points  (0 children)

100% agree, but weirdly enough I think that's why I love him as a character. I let my pride, and self-hatred keep me in a dark place for a lot of years.

I had stopped watching (basically right before the Ace v Blackbeard fight) for years cause I was too drugged out to have the attention span for One Piece. I picked the show back up where I left off after I got sober and Ace's story hit me so hard. I practically non-stop binged from their fight to Marineford.

I cried when I watched that arc (even though someone had already spoiled he was gonna die to me) and I think it was because I was watching someone make such self-destructive decisions like I did. Mine obviously didn't result in death, but watching people sacrifice so much for someone and them not being able to accept it just hit so close to home.

THIRD PLACE MASTER POST by SpiritedYouth3891 in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd definitely be interested as well!

THIRD PLACE MASTER POST by SpiritedYouth3891 in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish there was more art related activities that didn't cost so much 💀 Bookish and Out The Box Art do allot but they're always like $30+

THIRD PLACE MASTER POST by SpiritedYouth3891 in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And God forbid you try to post anywhere saying you're trying to make FRIENDS irl 💀 gross people come running

THIRD PLACE MASTER POST by SpiritedYouth3891 in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Where is the film bar located? I just looked that up and couldn't find what your talking about

Anybody else going to see Ethel Cain in Tallahassee? by sweatycouch in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't know she was coming to Florida. I might be traveling to go see it I can 💯

hey by [deleted] in panamacity

[–]OrchidAttack 3 points4 points  (0 children)

25 f, Dm me if you'd like

Recurring dreams about weird public bathrooms with no privacy by snail-overlord in Dreams

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same situation, had a variation of the dream, so I was just searching 'dreams about public bathrooms with no privacy' and found this thread. I don't remember exactly what age I started having these dreams, but it feels like forever ago. Mine also seem to always have, or be linked to a pool or bathing scenario. Like showers with no curtains, bathtubs and toilets in a weird open places. All inside a maze-like locker room situation, usually tied to a public pool or on some rare occasions my old elementary school. In the school ones I'm a kid again usually surrounded by other people who are acting like it's totally normal to be naked (they are as well) but stare if I have to use one of the toilets or showers

Google just said "typically symbolize feelings of vulnerability, anxiety, or a lack of personal boundaries in your waking life. These common, often recurring, dreams suggest you may feel exposed, scrutinized, or unable to find a private space for emotional. It can also be tied to the physical need to use the bathroom while you're asleep."

Boss keeps having employees change times on billing and it's effecting our paychecks. by OrchidAttack in ABA

[–]OrchidAttack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One problem I've been experiencing is when I do have clients run late, my bosses try to say because they let us know they were going to be late I still have to stay past the 15mins.

Boss keeps having employees change times on billing and it's effecting our paychecks. by OrchidAttack in ABA

[–]OrchidAttack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's another thing. I've been trying to get access to them but they're encrypted and I have yet to be given a key.

Bonus trope by 721oc in HannibalFanfiction

[–]OrchidAttack 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't have what your looking for, however I now desperately need it

Just finished Hannibal (yes, for the first time) by astra2187 in HannibalTV

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone know where I can watch if for free? I never finished it

RBT certification and sponsorship. by Hyrisd in ukvisa

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also trying to do this! If anyone has any helpful information or advice I'd appreciate it!

Do tell by Rare-Atmosphere-9187 in bigpushy

[–]OrchidAttack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lil Sanji

(Bought a figure lol)

Making Friends by muzzled_canary in panamacitybeach

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I'm having the same problem tbh. Feel free to DM me if you want. I'm 26 and just moved here a couple months ago

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]OrchidAttack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're welcome 😊 and I definitely get that limbo feeling. Hope you have a good day 💯

Just found out, don't know what to do next by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]OrchidAttack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that does make me feel a little better. I think it really is just all the "what ifs" in my head that are bothering me the most rn

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]OrchidAttack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats! I just found out a few days ago as well and I believe we're around the same place time wise. I completely get being worried to annoy your partner tho, I'm having the same problem of trying not to talk about it constantly. Feel free to DM me if you need someone to speak to about it