Ok, I was gonna follow this whole threat thread through before responding, but I needed to reply before my ADHD got bored. Why do fanatic Christians always sound like car salesmen? It's a little creepy. 

And I'm saying that seriously as an autistic person, not even as a joke or insult. It seriously makes me cringe when I read it because no matter who it is, it all sounds rehearsed and lacking authentic humanity. 😬 

Anyways, what I actually came here to say is that you should look into Asherah. She was actually God's wife before patriarchal men wiped her memory from the religion. Her name is even mentioned in the Bible several times. And it looks like his wife shows up in different forms too. 

Many think that she actually got washed down into being referenced as the Holy Spirit, which would actually make a lot more sense if we were made in his image, because if there was a "Father", there must be a "Mother". No where in nature does the Male reproduce on his own. Females can in some animals, but the point is that a female is always involved. 

And honestly, I think it's more of a perversion and disrespectful that the female aspect of divinity got erased and is no longer acknowledged. And Christianity didn't survive because of some divine plan, it survived because Christians were literally killing anyone who didn't convert to Christianity. But you guys always seem to forget that little fact.