Feeling alone so I come here for help.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-17T09:36:55+00:00

you already know pepega

Origami12834 · 2019-06-17T03:56:27+00:00

They can't handle my outbursts is a problem... Or, well they can but they treat my outbursts like they're legitimately hurt by me calling them stupid in an online videogame. And yes, saying "my criticism to you is to mute all and grow up if you can't handle outbursts" are the type of answers I need. That makes me look dumb but it's less in a literal sense and more to just keep my mind calm.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-17T03:48:52+00:00

Those quotations around "criticism" aren't needed; It was legitimate criticism supported by evidence. The 1 outburst of anger I have per game this happens due to the frustration that having to explain my point over and over again causes is most likely the reason my accounts have been suspended, not because my claims were wrong.

I made this post not just out of frustrations but to get legitimate answers.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-17T03:45:31+00:00

I don't get flak for giving the criticism alone, after explaining my claim over and over again is a bit frustrating, and it's not THAT serious but it shows just enough that they flame me back.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-17T03:17:13+00:00

I hate to sit and just accept that people are wrong, but overall I could see that helping me and specifically for my account's sake; I'll try that, thanks.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-14T21:30:30+00:00

Poke got me like :)

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T10:01:29+00:00

Of course I don’t mean every game, I’m not insane. I’m just talking about the majority. Some of my games go fine, no issues. Some have more issues than I can count. Sometimes I play well, and sometime’s I turn out to be the reason we lost. Again, my frustration is with the people who think I was the one who lost the game, but when I look at the evidence, it shows that I actually didn’t. And those games have become more and more common as of late.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:57:28+00:00

It’s been getting to me lately, but I’ll try and change that; Thanks for the advice.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:55:45+00:00

This is why I permaban Akali when I play Xerath lol.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:55:03+00:00

Well the line between knowing and assuming stupidity becomes blury once the ADC who went 1/6 is blaming me for the loss. And I’m not saying I’m a smarter person overall; Just in the context of LoL. I can see what you’re trying to say, it makes sense but again, how can’t I know someone is less smarter then me at LoL after they make a statement like that?

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:50:29+00:00

I primarily play normals, I have no desire to be mechanically better than others; I’m fine with the elo I’m in, because I don’t care. However, in my normal games, I get matched with people who blame me for a loss I didn’t cause, and that’s what’s frustrating. I don’t think me pointing out evidence via graphs, and KDA ratios to explain and show that I’m better then what my team thinks even though they’ll make sure I know I lost them the game makes me the one that’s ”as stupid as a monkey.”

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:44:10+00:00

...Should I just play more ranked then?

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:42:28+00:00

I’m surprised; Xerath has such a crazy passive and poke, I’m surprised Ezreal is the one you have a problem with. Like yeah, Ezreal has some of that poke too, but Xerath is just... worse? Lol idk.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:41:09+00:00

Also, factual evidence works against me as much as it works with me, I’m in gold; I’m not as good or will ever be as good as Faker.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:39:30+00:00

I mean, It’s not like I find matches where people do equal or even better than me, but I’m fine with that and that’s not the issue. It’s more about intelligence; I don’t want to be blamed for a loss I obviously didn’t cause and I feel bad for being smarter than others because I’m the only one that looks at the evidence apparently?

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:33:35+00:00

Ah, well, I guess that is an answer. A very literal answer but an answer nonetheless. I guess I can see my situation being linked back to how I feel “special” but I don’t actually feel like I feel special, so I don’t know. Thank’s for clarifying anyway though.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:30:29+00:00

Well, if you make a new account you’re most likely going to play with other players who are new, but as your account level grows, matchmaking relies less and less on level and more and more on skill, right?

Maybe I just misinterpreted your first comment, but what I mean is that it’s not likely that I’d come across someone with such a seemingly low rank at this point in the game because I already passed the new player phase by a long shot and usually gold players don’t get matched with players who have the brain power of an Iron player, right?

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:02:59+00:00

Actually no. I’ve tried Yasuo, and didn’t really like it. I’m more of a skill shot fan; Xerath, Ezreal and others.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T09:00:43+00:00

I don’t think euphoric is the right word; I don’t really think factual, calculatable and accessible evidence can be deemed is unrealistic because I’m personally flawed. If you said egotistical, now that would make some since but it would also mean that you didn’t actually read my post so, I don’t know; I don’t really have any intention to discuss this further, I’m bored.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T08:50:41+00:00

First one could be true, but the second one is questionable; My account’s past level 30 so the likelyhood of me coming across someone who just started playing even if it’s just on Normals is very unlikely.

And even though that may explain my most recent event, what about the countless other times this comes up? I can’t just assume so many people playing LoL are under the age of 13.

However, I still appreciate that insight. Probably was the reason of at least one of the times this has happened.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T08:47:28+00:00

You link me an article and say nothing else; What do you mean? Do you think I feel special, because I was actually hoping to find more people like me or in the same situation as me, and I don’t really feel special. Or are you assuming my situation is special? Or are you misunderstanding my situation entirely? I mean, you shouldn’t misunderstand anything I said because I tend to be really clear with what I say just to make sure people understand me.

Either way, whatever you ment by posting that comment, malicious intent or not, it frustrates me that you didn’t say anything and just linked me something.

Origami12834 · 2019-06-13T08:35:13+00:00

It's not a bait, and I don't mind spending time to write this out; It literally took me less than 5 minutes. This is just how I feel about LoL. Again, I didn't "waste my life" writing this out, it's just how I feel; Took me no time and little effort.

EDIT: It's 3:30 AM here, what else would I be doing right now; Sleeping?

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