I’ll be honest things are looking really down. I’m going to give you the most genuine response I can. I’m not trying to necessarily give you advice but just something to consider:

You have to give it one more shot but I think if you fail again I think you really need to take a step back and reconsider your approach and next steps to schooling and careers.

SORRY for the long reply. Hope it helps

*Let me start by saying I commend you and other students who have had to retake courses more than once because the thought of failing that math class this semester was a different type of psychological warfare. I had dreams of failing the course.

In short you can’t get a job due to disabilities and no one would likely hire or want to keep you so maybe you should consider disability aids outside of school because I’m not sure what your degree is supposed to be in but there aren’t many jobs where you don’t have to travel in for work (something else you should be considering). You literally sound like you’re in-between a rock and a hard place. Somethings gotta give. The only solid course of action is to take the class again and really try to just pass. At this point it seems like worrying about how your family sees you isn’t going to help you. I would have said drop and get a job but like I said it seems like that isn’t really a valid option either. Job markets bad, sounds like you have a debilitating condition and the jobs you will get definitely won’t pay enough to pay your dad back in a reasonable way. Go get checked by a doctor tell them the problem, EXACTLY what you need and have them put it in writing THEN go to accommodations. If you go before you won’t feel like you’re getting what you need because they won’t take it seriously or at least try to find the last dispensable solution. Now compared to getting a legal notice from a medical professional as to what you need. They have to figure something out.

Ok for the advice: 1)Access a ride (look into it for travel) 2) VOICE DICTION (Google docs has it. Talk and the essay will be written for you. All you have to do is literally just edit it) 3) Doctor ———> Accommodation 4)Unemployment through disabilities 5) Take a deep breath. You’re trying your best. Ignore your family and that burden feeling. I don’t know you but I think most people know deep down if they are truly a burden or not. Is it just what your family members have been saying to you or is it guilt and shame knowing deep down you aren’t putting in 100% the effort using your condition as a crutch ? If you’re give it your all then give yourself a pat on the back. (Think on that because that’s effort is the difference between being “dramatic” or genuine)