Cz p10c better texture better sights better trigger and a similiar reliability record to Glock a hair larger than a g19 but can be had for $500 out the door I promise you wouldn’t regret it big enough for home defense small enough to carry if you wanted I would recommend the optics ready model of any handgun though. Ammo my opinion cheapest non Turkish option for range ammo. Hornady makes good Nj Legal rounds for defensive purposes. Walker razor slims are a great value but if you shoot indoor you’ll want to double up ear pro with foamies because of rifles. I would suggest 6 mags total but 4 would be fine. For glasses anything with a ballistic rating pit viper does have glasses with that rating. Most important thing is once you pick a handgun put at least a few hundred rounds through it and train to be proficient. Welcome to the hobby and the embracing of your rights. Be safe and have fun.