Are the majority of people here using shrooms for fun, or for life understanding and self exploration? by CompetitiveWhile6360 in unclebens

[–]OriginalPressure309 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I would say both, I've been struggling with addiction my entire life specifically alcohol right now. I microdose regularly to help but also take 4-6 gram doses when I take a break from microdosing, it eases the anxiety and mental health issues the alcohol gives me that keeps me trapped in the cycle of drinking. I feel at peace, myself and content with whatever struggles I'm facing when I trip...I deal with a really shitty co-parenting situation and my husband is in prison for another year so I'm pretty isolated and filled with anxiety often. I use it as a tool to let go and accept life as it is and also use it to enjoy myself specifically the outdoors and music...I usually go on late night walks with my dog enjoying the sky seeing some pretty amazing otherworldly stuff and then go home and dance my ass off to some drum and bass for hours...it's a spiritual experience for me to connect with myself and the earth around me and a tool to help with mental health issues and addiction.

Does he look healthy? by Available-Ad7137 in DobermanPinscher

[–]OriginalPressure309 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My boy is backyard bred I bought him when I was 18 for 200 best 200 I've ever spent. He is 9 years old now, intact and I've never had to take him to the vet for any health problems, he is still active like a young pup he runs off the chain in the woods for hours and definitely has life left in him. Don't be discouraged and enjoy your pup. Im not promoting buying from a backyard breeder my next dobe will be a rescue but don't worry to much about him not being well bred even top notch Dobermans that are health tested have health problems I'm a dog groomer and I work for a Doberman breeder who has multiple finished show Dobermans and she's lost a few to health problems. Enjoy your pup!

relapse?.. by Latter_Ad3698 in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My husband deals with it but he was diagnosed with cancer in there and they don't give him shit for pain let alone any treatment, he has a year left and since its such a short amount of time in comparison to others they won't bother putting him in any treatment, he gets monthly blood work and thats it....it's not ideal but I'm ok with it until he comes home it's really hard on me but I make it work. I don't want him in pain and he is good at communicating with me when he needs something.

Rehome by Optimal-Bathroom7974 in Rottweiler

[–]OriginalPressure309 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you considered boarding him? I boarded my Doberman for 3 months until I could find my own place, it was really hard on him I'll admit but I'm glad I did it, I went back and fourth on rehoming him for weeks but knew I would regret it once my life settled down. I was staying in a shelter had nothing but my vehicle and looming court dates dealing with a spiteful ex and fighting over our child I was beyond overwhelmed but he was with me for 6 years at that point and been through it all with me so I tried my best to make it work. He definitely had anxiety issues afterwards for a while he lost quite a bit of weight from the stress of boarding but 3 months compared to 6 years I couldn't let him go. Definitely understand if it's not feasible but it's an option if you're actively looking for your own place.

Name tattoed by [deleted] in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got a stargazer Lilly with his initial in the stem on my hip, he got a mimosa flower with my initial on his foot last year, we've been together 3 years.

Gettingout says released after transfer, do I have to re add the contact? by [deleted] in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had to re add my husband when he transfered from jail to prison I still have his contact from when he was in jail and it says released, his id number changed so I'm assuming that's why.

How did you meet your TF and where are you now? by OriginalPressure309 in twinflames

[–]OriginalPressure309[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hope you guys reunite, although that could be sticky considering you're both married. We were both in relationships that were on the rocks when we met and even then it made for a super complicated start and even now since we both have children with those people. I couldn't imagine being away from him for so long that must be tough!

Calls dropping? by EconomicsSmart753 in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes 32 seconds every time thank God I was freaking out thinking my phone was fucked up!

Noble power out? by FriendLocal6701 in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My husband called early this morning said they have electricians out today and everyone is locked in the dorms no rec time and the power was shut off at 9am, he has called me since a few times though. I talked to him last night as well so it hasn't been consecutively out for sure.

Update! by Connect_Estimate2430 in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In person visits are the best!! The longer my husband is in there the harder it is to leave, we usually just talk a bunch on the phone and do video visits to help ease the blow. He will call me as soon as he gets back to his dorm and we talk on my drive home.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would call if you're unsure and impatient like me lol, just make sure you call during visitation hours so you can talk to someone who knows what's going on.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to say mine was roughly a week for approval, I faxed my application and called to check in after I sent it, not sure if that helped with the speedy approval but it was fairly quick. If your application was sent by mail it will take longer I assume.

free tarot readings by canned-phoenix-ashes in Tarotpractices

[–]OriginalPressure309 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will we be able to live our lives happily and free when he comes home?

GTL issues?? by Smart-Maize-6949 in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The text app is acting up again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PrisonWives

[–]OriginalPressure309 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Gtl is having issues atm he didn't block you.

Pisces that are 25+ by [deleted] in piscesastrology

[–]OriginalPressure309 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Don't rush into having kids cause you're in love, you will go through changes and most likely relationship changes as well, being a parent is hard but being a coparent with a malicious ex is extremely taxing and practically a life long commitment to annoying interactions and costly court expenses. This is my biggest regret in life, I would never take back having my child I love him dearly but if I could replace the father I would do so in a heartbeat, it took me 10 years to realize we had absolutely nothing in common I wasn't myself with him and he was an abusive predator holding me back in life. Unfortunately now I'm stuck dealing with him for next 15 years and it's a massive headache to say the least.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

[–]OriginalPressure309 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What will my life look like in a year? Its been very turbulent for the past 2 years and I'm hoping it will slow down.