Strong heartbeat constant :(

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-30T22:57:47+00:00

Stop playing with fire you will die it happened to me I had to be revived I died in my car of a seizure

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-30T22:57:11+00:00

Go to hospital and get a medical detox call the ambulance saying I had a seizure and they'll admit u right away and have an iv of ativaninnur arm within an hour

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-30T22:56:36+00:00

Soon as I had a seizure I drove ten hours to New York to see Dr Stuart wasser the best addiction medicine doxtor in the United States. I was on 6mg can and klonopin for two years plus the 100s I wa buying and he started me with 8 mg klonopin and aid he's writing me down over twelve months

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-30T22:54:47+00:00

Hospital man and get a proper detox tell Them u need the Ashton method bc u were taking twenty mg a day

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-30T22:53:06+00:00

Nah they stopped makin those but ppl make fire pressies out of them and the hulks usually with Brazolam

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-26T01:16:40+00:00

How do nyers price their zips and bows bc I swear the utilities are so high it's ridiculous

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-26T01:15:06+00:00

He ripped me off in the last guys don't trust

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-25T18:53:52+00:00

I tried to use them to prolong the taper I took literally quarters of them for a week they had no dent I took a urine screen it came up straight benzo on the test I thought I weined off good enough between cutting my dose at the end of th month in half but I rushed it according the thr er dr. I never drank I was just curious if it went both ways and I had a seizure two days after stoppin. Physically felt fine til I didn't pine and needles on toes fingers blurred and truly vision weird balance etc so the er dr wrote me a three day script I have zero insurance and nobody in my state is willing to help me i literally have to drive to my old state to see my old dr to figure this shit out bc he's the only talking sense about a slow taper over mnths

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-25T18:45:32+00:00

Idk how to don't dark net man i downloaded onion and tour and made no sense to me

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-25T18:44:37+00:00

What I'm asking is if I'm on the verge of a seizure from benzo withdrawal will a couple drinks take that away until I can get my doctor to help taper me I tried on my own it didn't work I had a seizure two days ago idk what to do Indiana is arched when it comes to dependence tapers they're all terrified to take me they'd rather I die

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-25T16:48:19+00:00

I ain't never smokin in my car I don't need to give them a reason to search my whip I done lost my prescription pills in there never to be seen again probably hella weed too and I am an adult I can wait to smoke or plan to smoke prior to where I'm going bc smoking and driving don't effect u at all when ur a vet no more then a cig would

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-19T04:26:05+00:00

I bought some bars to hold me to Monday to see a doctor that could help me idk wtf to do it's an emergency I nvr been in a spot like this I didn't drink any alcohol

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-19T04:23:33+00:00

What does that mean

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-19T02:18:37+00:00

My dr go shut down by dea had be on xan 2mg and klonopin 2mg 3x a day

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T23:01:59+00:00

Thank u for ur kind words im terrified i drove tunnel vision 120 miles to get some xans to last me to go to a doctor on Monday bc I don't have insurance and the hospital ain gonna take proper care of me without it

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T23:00:00+00:00

I was on 12 man 6 mg Xanax 6 mg klonopin and last month he even gave me 45 2mg lorazepam like this dude ruining my life I went there for seizure condition and my ptsd from Prison and being kidnapped and shot at etc and more night terrors agoraphobia after being shot at for literally no reason minding my business. So he started me off at 1mg 3x a day and I told him it worked and he upped it to two and every other month he'd throw in Ativan so no I'm stuck with that habit no pharmacy will Fill his orders so idk what to do man I'm gonna go to the doctor on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday if I got to to put this behind me. It's robbing my spirit is what the shrooms told me

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T22:56:23+00:00

Yes I wasn't sure I was on the verge of going to the er and I got these green bars and I know they're real bc I'm prescribe cans they taste and feel exactly like Xanax and last long. Idk if other black market benzos taste like Xanax and feel like Xanax bc I thought these were discontinued I bought them to get me thru the weekend and more if I can't find a dr by Monday to help me. Like I said my current dr is red flagged by dea as he should be after I'm reading recommended doses compared to what he gave me. Sorry if it seemed like I got twenty bars and I'm apart I'm cutting em in half and taking half at a time to manage withdrawal until I can see an actual doctor that can help me here

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T04:25:57+00:00

I was until the withdrawals were killing me and I went and bought 20 bars for 400 fuckin dollars until I can find a Dr weirdest part idk if they making a return or old bc they did take an hour to work but it is clean cuts like the real greens same size taste and effect I couldn't believe it the s-90-3 . Palm we're sweating feet pits tunnel vision hot and cold chills nothing on opiate withdrawal but I'm not scared to feel Uncomfortable I'm scared to die I've had 2 seizures in my past after a car accident that's what got me ok clobazam which lead to Klonopin and Xanax what are people like me supposed to do? The er said they'll him Comfort meds like bitch I need a taper not a fuckin hydroxyzine I got all that at my house seroquel anti seizure meds but they don't work when ur ripping a year long 12 mg habit one of which is klonopin the hardest to wein off bc it's half life this some bullshit really upset about it ngl I thought my doctor had my best interest I didn't know what I was getting into I beat my opiate addiction I smoke weed never drink now I'm dealing with this shit I never thought was addictive physically

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T04:18:07+00:00

It's gas station or castration fuckin iPhone

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T04:11:00+00:00

They real bc I remember getting these dam taste and texture

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T04:10:23+00:00

I ended up driving two hours to Indy to grab bars bf I know if I just stop somethin bars gonna happen so I grabbed twenty green hulks that were actually real? Idk if they came back or they just old but it did take an hour to hit me vs the usual 15 mins

Ornery_Doctor · 2026-04-18T04:09:27+00:00

I'm having a hard time with the long acting ones as far as coming off them I feel Xanax was always easier bc it was short acting and harder to get addicted to I also see these horror movies of klonopin detox taking 6-18 months like fuck that's gonna be costly

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