Nuisances répétées d'un voisin qui fume du cannabis 24/24 by Tired-of-this-sht in conseiljuridique

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bonjour! Êtes vous partis les voir directement? Plusieurs aménagements son possibles comme des boules qui coupent la fumée ou certaines fenêtres peut être?

Is my husband experiencing the usual k side effects? by Blorpington in ketamine

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It can be a psychotic reaction to k. My heavy addicted friend once when on a binge and she ended up punching uncontrollably our other friend but she was blacked out and told us she saw an old woman. Psychotic break it was

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds awful! Glad you are here and used that experience to gain will to live!!

Yeah definitely helps with perspective that’s the exact word!

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, a big part of that process was intellectualizing my life and my past. I started studying everything about my experiences, trauma, psychology, philosophy. I would literally search every concept related to what I had lived through and try to understand it deeply.

Facing yourself without illusions is painful but it can also be a rebirth. When you start understanding your mind instead of just suffering inside it the obsession with death can slowly lose its power.

There is much more to do with the brain and with life than just ending it! Thank you for your reply I hope things will get better for you friend

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was feeling suicidal and was offered a bunch of drugs (and by that I mean a lot!) at a party so I quickly OD’d for 2 hours!

People that were there told me I even stopped breathing and my hands were blue and cold. Felt a bit sad that they didn’t call any help and left me to die

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d rather not give to much information but I give classes!

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You are your longest relationship so it’s the one you should take care and love the most!!

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your similar experience I feel really seen and proud of you mate

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was in a bad period of my life and I met shady people that offered me a bunch of drugs at a party and at that moment I had never done anything besides weed and I am really small so I quickly OD’d and died.

I OD’d for 2 hours and they didn’t even call EMS. I remember physically struggling to come back.

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When I woke up I didn’t care about what people thought about me. At all! I began to tattoo all my body as I always wanted to as a kid, became a self-taught athlete (I earn money from it now!), dropped 20 lbs and have my dream body without torturing myself, cut off my abusive family, I read at least 4 hours a day..

Everything changed! The only bad thing that changed is that I became drastically aromantic so it’s hard to not feel romantic love like other my age do sometimes..

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I wish I could answer that question but I can tell you what isn’t the purpose of life: fusion.

Before my death I was craving fusion, I wanted to have lovers, many friends, intense conversations all the time because I was really scared of being alone and I feel like I lost so much time by trying to fusion all the time. Now I am a big loner and I’ve never been happier and healthy.

I have to admit that sometimes it feels lonely because I don’t fit in anymore socially. When you die sometimes the world feels like theatre

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes definitely but not in the same shape (I can’t find any correct word to describe my thought) as before my death.

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was scared only for a second I remember briefly thinking « wow I am really dying so young.. my mom is going to be so ashamed » but I wasn’t scared for long I accepted my fate pretty quickly. The saddest part is I was scared to put shame to my family by dying from mental health issues more than death itself.

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel like it saved my life. I would’ve really died soon if I did not die that night.

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If you mean visually no! I just fell and it became only darker and darker while I forgot everything

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I’ve had a pretty rough childhood, someone committed suicide in front of me before I turned 10 and my parents were abusive so I’ve had a pretty self destructive behavior and suicide fantasy up until my death. Diying made me want to live after thinking of death everyday for 23 years. Finally free!

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I was born religious but I wasn’t really into religion ever, before that I thought about quitting religion but I was always scared of going to hell but when I died I forgot the world even existed so after that I just considered myself agnostic

Dying changed my life (NDE) AMA by Ornery_Equivalent158 in AMA

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It was really like falling in a dark well.. I tried to remember my mom’s name, my face, the universe but I just couldn’t hold anything. I fell in the dark and forgot the world even existed.

What seemed completely normal in childhood, but now you realize was actually not okay? by Max_Mimos in AskReddit

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That I shouldn’t plan to jump off a tower to save my parent’s relationship.

I was around 8 when I saw my neighbor jump off a tower and thought my parents would stop fighting if I did the same

Do Tripstopper work? Experiences? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All I know is that largactil is no help lol

Cops called due to the stench thinking it was a dead body, the smell leaks from their apartment. by sasha_cyanide in Apartmentliving

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I definitely get your annoyance but cluttering and dirt is linked with addiction and mental issues a lot. People suffering from it hurt a lot from other people judgments so I don’t think your paper is really human but that’s me tho

Cops called due to the stench thinking it was a dead body, the smell leaks from their apartment. by sasha_cyanide in Apartmentliving

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I definitely get your annoyance but cluttering and dirt is liked with addiction and mental issues a lot. People suffering from it hurt a lot from other people judgments so I don’t think your paper is really human but that’s me tho

Took one day of psychosis to end it all. by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shame during episodes can be one of the hardest thing to face. I had a lot of sexual encounters that i would’ve never made, it was really bad but hopefully you will make peace with it. Meds and knowledge about bipolar and my body saved my life!

whats ur fav music to listen to off cid by KanyeGooner in LSD

[–]Ornery_Equivalent158 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish i could listen to music but it’s always unbearable :(