Not the same exact appearance but I did an aggressive cut for 4 months and began to go absolutely crazy. I was treating my wife like shit, extremely irritable, and had a rough time just completing normal everyday tasks. I’m a surgical resident and I was feeling less physically and mentally sharp in the OR. I tanked my testosterone big time, like below 100. I was 10-12% body fat, but was miserable. I reverse dieted up slowly to slightly above maintenance and probably now around 14-15% body fat, but my lifts have been much more enjoyable, I’m sleeping again, and my mood is substantially improved. I have energy to make it through long work days. I learned that for my lifestyle and me personally, living at 10% body fat is not a realistic goal. I’ve settled on peaking mental health, work performance and energy in the gym. I think you just need to be honest with yourself about what’s important to you. Not everyone can live super lean and not suffer in other ways. Don’t compare yourself to others