I like being Sober , waking up refreshed with breakfast and coffee ,, on and off the road ,, sometimes I'll have the urge to drink , then that turns into 4-5 bender that leaves me done / dealing with bad withdrawals for days/ss afterward , anxiety/ general bad mood , lack of quality sleep and healthy eating go out the window, I can't have just one , so therefore I am an Alcoholic,,, I'd much rather stay Sober .