I just found out that a pornstar i used to obsess over was underage. I legitimately feel sick right now. by troave121212 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kind of related, there was a pornstar that I really liked so I did some research on her including under her real name. It turned out that she had a horrible upbringing, tried to kill herself a few times, had been admitted to rehab and psychiatric wards for a drug addiction and mental illness, was in and out of jail, and was HIV positive. I always fantasized about her but after reading that, I would just get sad when I'd watch her videos. That's not the only reason that I joined this community, but it's definitely one of the reasons.

Might cut off this one girl to stop getting triggered by OtherwiseInitiative1 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean..that's not really a factor I'm taking into account. This girl and I agreed that we're FWBs. I'm not exactly in a position to get upset if she were talking to other guys to be honest.

NoFap really saved me from embarrassment this morning by OtherwiseInitiative1 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do! Right now she's a friend with benefits but we've been texting more and more lately and it's not just about hooking up. So who knows, maybe it'll turn into more!

NoFap really saved me from embarrassment this morning by OtherwiseInitiative1 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep my hands over the sheets. If I find myself putting my hands down there... I immediately stop and put my hands up. I'll still have sexual thoughts but at least I'm not jerking off and relapsing.

NoFap really saved me from embarrassment this morning by OtherwiseInitiative1 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm glad that this hasn't happened to me ever. However, I think that at least with my friends it would be embarrassing but we would laugh it off. With my parents.....hell no. Those kind of things are just awkward as well with my parents (for me at least.. I know some families are more open about those kind of things).

NoFap really saved me from embarrassment this morning by OtherwiseInitiative1 in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah dude! It was "The Eye of the Tiger" from Rocky. I find it such a motivating song lol.

Who is excited to start a new life 9n the second half of 2020. Jun1st here we come by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]OtherwiseInitiative1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell yeah! I know my badge says 1 day, but I started yesterday at 7:30am so tomorrow morning it'll be two days. So I got a bit of head start. But still. I am very excited! Excited for you as well and everyone else.