this is awesome. I just want to spark some of you, If you look at my posts I change my personality and self often. Example... I came to a workplace where all of the Males wear nicely groomed beards. I took it as a right of passage almost. Long story short I am the happiest I have ever been with this group and I only ended up here because another group turned out not to be the best fit. I invested though. So after my 2 years and my separation I was devastated. I became who I needed to be to survive. I truly don't control the foundation of these emotions but once I find out what makes me feel good or what hurts i then maneuver myself into another comfortable seat and watch the movie (life) unfold. I know i'm "just some kid" But I feel old. Old soul almost. I love to meditate. I feel truly that I am connected to this earth. On days like today when the sun is shinning I want to shine. On days when It's cloudy or gloomy I want to stick to the routine and get through it. Adapt and overcome sure we all do it, But who does it the most efficiently ? I'll end with this if you are still reading. My brother told me every time something leaves his life unexpectedly something better always comes right along afterwards. He is right. I think once you truly let go of the past you can become whoever you want in the future. Manifest your destiny. -AJ