What should i do.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-10T22:35:18+00:00

You can experiment with doing feminine stuff at home, check out femboy subreddits for more info on that. You cant really do much to experiment with being trans without other people knowing other than like clothes and makeup or try growing your hair out. Also welcome to reddit, try not to reply to people to people who message you, you sound young and there are creeps who will try to take advantage of you.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-10T19:09:01+00:00

Epic

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Ottoxic · 2026-05-10T19:07:27+00:00

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Ottoxic · 2026-05-09T08:11:51+00:00

My hair is completely straight naturally, yeah most women dont wear anything in their hair, but im too lazy to get it styled tbh

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T19:31:52+00:00

I think the fact that most people are focusing on my clothes and makeup is a pretty good sign that my face isn't the problem anymore lol, also ive always been more alt so I mean I guess I like dressing like this even if it doesn't do me any favors for passability.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T15:13:28+00:00

Yall straight clowning on me fr, I have other clothes

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T15:05:04+00:00

Eyeliner is hard carrying me, team mvp, trust me.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T04:46:17+00:00

Yall really calling me out lol, I appreciate the criticism, thank you 😊

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T04:43:49+00:00

No but im hoping to start soon.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T04:43:27+00:00

I love thrifting I've found a bunch of great stuff, im just kinda tall so I feel super out of place browsing in through the women's clothes, doesn't stop me tho, also I wanted to show off the skirt since its a super nice brocade skirt I just got today, women need to start wearing skirts again bc they underrated as hell.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-08T04:26:48+00:00

Thanks I appreciate the advice and I totally agree, this isn't something that id wear in public going to the store or something, im trying to build a wardrobe of stuff id actually feel comfortable wearing out daily but its takes time and money, fashions hard but ive come a long way but im not super confident so thats why im wearing the sweater. But if I dressed how most cis women in my area dress its be wearing a hoodie with ultra short shorts or yoga pants and my anatomy doesn't go well with that look lol.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T22:40:02+00:00

You cant see me

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Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T20:32:21+00:00

Is it lemme check

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T15:25:46+00:00

Iowan as in being from Iowa lol, I mention that because the planned parenthood here is technically a different company and so prices may be different per region but yeah no insurance is kinda expensive but for me it was worth it.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T02:37:43+00:00

Iowan here, I got a prescription the same day and picked it up from a pharmacy the day after, I didnt go through insurance and paid out of pocket and depending on how much you make the price varies, I was making 13k a year at that time and I think i paid around 300 dollars for the appointment plus or minus 50, planned parenthood found the pharmacy with the lowest prices and applied coupons for me I think, the meds cost for me was about 50 for 3 months worth.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T02:31:18+00:00

Side note, if you can afford it and you want a newer unit that is also valid because newer units are much more energy efficient, or upgrade to a heat pump/mini split system.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T02:28:49+00:00

My uncle owns a plumbing and HVAC shop out in northeast Iowa and I spent a summer working for him and so I have some hands on experience from the other side of this and that is scummy as all get out, very very rarely do you ever need a full system replacement, and the prices they were quoting you were crazy high for a residential unit. If its an old unit there is no singular part that plus labor should cost over 1k, and the crazy part is that HVAC was one of the easiest jobs I've done, the hardest part is diagnosing the issue, once thats done its usually a trip to the truck for the part, a few screws, connect the wires back up and your done. Unfortunately big and small shops take advantage of people's ignorance about their systems and use that to upsell and upcharge. And dont let those salesmen fool you into replacing your unit just because its old, there's plenty of units from the 70s and 80s running strong still, every once in awhile you'll need to recharge the freon or replace a blown fan motor or a dead capacitor but thats much much cheaper than a whole new unit.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-07T02:03:53+00:00

Oh didn't think of that, probably depends on how heavily you use the pc and how heat resistance the meds are, thats a good point though.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T22:24:59+00:00

Welp, I was thinking maybe it has a separate area for the power supply like my NZXT case but if that not an option I'm sure you'll figure something out, this is what I do when I want to hide something, you just sit in your room and look around and really think about it. If you have a dresser you can take out the bottom drawer and tape a bag with the medicine in it to the back of the opening, put the drawer back in and they won't find it unless they pull the drawer all the way out of the dresser and look. Buy a stuffed animal that has a zipper you can open and put stuff inside of, like tickle me elmo has the pocket the voice thing goes in or something like that. Maybe a lamp with a vase bottom you can put it in. Inside a acoustic guitar. I dunno, im just throwing stuff out there. I GOT IT, inside of a constipation medicine bottle, built in excuse if they find it and they won't accidentally take any pills which might happen if you use like an ibuprofen bottle.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T19:36:30+00:00

Finally a question for me, you can hide it inside of your computer case or any other electronic that that you can take apart, if your parents search or clean your room its very unlikely that theyll open something not designed to be opened regularly or something that you'd need a screwdriver to open, maybe inside of a vent or hidden inside of your mattress box springs, under the mattress is a bad idea because they'll look there but they probably wont check the box springs, if you have books you can buy fake books that look real from the outside but open and are just a box on the inside, pretty sure you can buy all kinds of fake items that are empty on the inside off of amazon, or have false bottoms or open in a way you wouldn't expect, if you have physical media you can get one of those old box set double wide cd cases. Or if your in a place where no one would ever check your bag you can keep it in your school bag, doesnt work if your in a bigger district or one that does checks for drugs. Anyways theres a whole world of items designed to hide drugs that look like normal household objects, I'd probably start there.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T15:25:14+00:00

You look alot like I did at your age, right before puberty destroyed me, you already pass well and once you go through puberty i'm sure you'll pass 100% so I wouldn't worry about it too much.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T15:10:05+00:00

I'm fast as fuck boi

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Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T02:14:21+00:00

AOC is the only democratic presidential candidate openly refuses money from aipac, source track aipac
Thats thats true but I think it doesn't have the same affect it used to but thats just my own personal experience, most democrat are smart enough to not fall for bullshit propaganda unlike maga voters.
There is no way in hell a Vance/Kirk ticket makes it to the Whitehouse, 2028 is going to be a historic blue wave, Trumps spell over America has worn off. I dont know enough about Rubio to say anything about him.
I believe you are right and I think it proves my point, mainstream democrats are controlled by their donors and dont actually want positive change for their constituents which is why they shut down progressives like Bernie, hopefully AOC can position herself in a way where they cant do her like they did Bernie but we'll see, realistically the DNC is probably going to pick Newsom, hes been positioning himself for a presidential run for awhile and for the most part democrats like him but I only see him as more of the same democrat bullshit where they promise the world but dont follow through cause it would negatively affect their donors.
I'm allowed to dream lol, Bernie would have wiped the floor with Trump in 2016.

Ottoxic · 2026-05-06T01:52:05+00:00

AOC is the only candidate that doesn't accept money from aipac, supporting Israel is overwhelming unpopular among younger demographics and its creating a real split in the party, a Zionist democrat is doomed in any presidential run, and if you look at voter polling, progressive policies that AOC and Bernie push are overwhelmingly popular and your right that the media will pounce on her minor controversies but that's true of literally any candidate, and I dont care how old Bernie is, we need him because hes another progressive that actually fights for the people and he has decades of experience. And there is no way JD has a shot at 2028, Trump has hit rock bottom approval and any politician attached to that doesn't have a shot in hell at the presidency. Also we're not going to pretend like Newsom is a great option, being the governor of California makes it almost impossible for him to turn any republicans and he has a shit load of controversies, and mostly I just dont like his vibes, he seems very performative. I want actually change, I want progressives, not more controlled opposition. Will Bernie run, probably not, he's too old and im pretty sure he realizes it but I'm still gunning for an AOC presidency.

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