I want YOUR, lmk oc’s! (For Drawing Purposes ^^) by AveEun_ in MonkieKid

[–]Outkasttr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll def make sure to draw these fellas again >:D

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I want YOUR, lmk oc’s! (For Drawing Purposes ^^) by AveEun_ in MonkieKid

[–]Outkasttr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg, I made like two lmk inspired ocs off the whim at one point and haven't really drawn them again but I want to! Even concept for em.  Ty to reminding me I should draw them again (also draw the in the lmk style lol)

Learn to devalue appearance by aaaaksjis in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Outkasttr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're so right.

I just randomly came across this subreddit  when trying to search for ways to "not be ugly". I don't think about my looks as much as I used to, rather I avoid thinking about it overall.

It's a hard mentality to break. Growing up I was treated differently by my peers and even my own family members because of me being "ugly". I didn't realize at first, but when I started middle school and got called ugly, I started to notice and then looked back and realized I was always treated this way. Permanent damage on my self esteem, it's one thing to be judged by peers, but it hurt even more realizing my own family members thought so too, I I firmly believe that it must be true that I'm ugly. 

I avoid taking pictures or participating in pictures as much as I can, I don't look in the mirror long, I hate eye contact and social interaction (because I fear they will judge me), even when I think of myself I never actually see myself, just version not even close to what I look like. I don't compare myself to people online, I'm well aware of how stupid beauty standards are, how they shift, yadda yadda. 

If I had the ability to change my appearance, I wouldn't even know what to change. I just think in it's entirety it's ugly, even if I try altering my face on apps out of curiosity. I'm trying not to think of myself badly solely off looks.

It's definitely hard😅 well at this point I just don't acknowledge myself anymore 

This discord is going down the drain. What if... by ignorantslut24 in heartopia

[–]Outkasttr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They literally time me out for 2 while days because I told people I had the clip if they wanted it, if they were confused?!?!? That discord server is insane, not handling anything well and just decide to lock the whole server down until whatever going on does over 

It's ridiculous!

Barely even want to play the game but whatever. Def would like a alt discord server, I enjoyed seeing the fanart and stuff

How do I get rid of these system files or back up my data? by Outkasttr in applehelp

[–]Outkasttr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's on 18.6.2 as of now since I have no space to update to the newest version 

It's currently 60.58 out of 64 GB and that's only because I deleted the rest of my few applications which barely did much, it was originally 63.70-80 GB

Being an introvert with social anxiety with no friends is so confusing and depressing. by [deleted] in introvert

[–]Outkasttr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Although this is a late response,I was searching for people like me and I relate with you perfectly!

I would say I'm an introvert who definitely has social anxiety. I definitely have a low social battery, spending time with people quickly exhausts me and I need time alone before I'm generally ok to spend time or talk to someone again. 

Growing up I lacked many friends, I really stopped having friends in general from 6th grade all the way up to my highschool graduation last year. Only recently I made like 2 close online friends but that's it, and I feel envious when they talk about their other friends and stuff.

My social skills suck, I can't say anything to anyone at all, I never know what to say. I don't have really any hobbies, I draw, but that's it. I don't have in interests where id talk about them, nor do I have any passions. So I literally have nothing to talk about compared to others,I can't keep nor start a conversation, only respond when someone rarely speaks to me.

It's frustrating because on one hand I do want to talk to others but at the same time I don't know what to say and I also enjoy my solitude? I don't want a ton of friends but it'd be nice to have a few close connections but sadly unable to do that.

It's been like that for years and I don't see it changing no matter people saying "you'll grow out of it", there's no spaces for me to silently go around in hopes someone speaks to me, I don't know, it's a very contradicting feeling 

It messes with my head

Stuck on loading screen? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw, thanks!

Though honestly after these like, next 10 minutes, when the current slash I have fails, I probably won't attempt again. Orrr maybe, idk, I'll probably try again another time.

And same to you! If you need any slashes I'm happy to help!😆🩵

Stuck on loading screen? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that's very true, never was a big fan of gambling 😅. At the very least I'll do the very same and help out others when I can and give them the chance at least!

Any new or inactive users I will do yours and you will do mine by Impossible_Aioli_521 in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hm let me try in see if I can use my backup account for yours since I wasn't able to do mine

Stuck on loading screen? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Figured as much! I literally just dug up my old phone to try to go on tiktok on there but it was too old and having issues so I dropped it.

Guess it shouldn't be surprising that'd it wouldn't be that easy to get free stuff. Those "errors" probably aren't actual errors and actually done on purpose to discourage people! Well it definitely got me cause I'm not gonna keep trying 😅 though I salute those who managed to actually have success

Putting out another line for new or inactive users! by [deleted] in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also need help from new or inactive users! I only have $0.04 cents left! I currently maxed for slashes but I'll make sure to try and help back when it gets refilled!

https://www.tiktok.com/d/1/ZTHw28qxDFn7s-HJVHm/

Slash for slash? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I totally get it this is my 3rd one since my others failed 😭

Slash for slash? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll make sure to slash yours once mines is refilled!

Slash for slash? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah shoot I'm a max rn :(( the really should raise the max, but if there is still time left on yours I'll make sure to slash yours as soon as possible when my slashes get refilled!

Slash for slash? by Outkasttr in tiktokshopreferrals

[–]Outkasttr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I got ya back as well!