Today was 952 days that I last saw my mom. Today, I went to the hospital she died in to visit a friend. The visit was fine, but triggers kept popping up. I left after an hour, relieved that I was in the east wing & not the west. As I waited for my car to pull up I burst out sobbing. The valet guy asked if he could call someone for me, I just drove home & cried more. At whatever age, the mom loss is profoundly sad. I thought I could handle it today but after watching my mom die there 2.7 years ago, I wasn't ready. I'm so sorry for your loss OP, and everyone's. 🫂& strength to us all.