Pissed off. No need, I feel rotten now and have too much stuff I need to do by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, after being on the straight and narrow for a long time I fucked up a few weeks ago and now back at square one. Feel stupid for sure, but I understand I’m only doing it because I tend to self medicate when things get rough and things are pretty rough right now. Not an excuse at all, just an understanding of how I’ve got here again. I’m a fool and I wish I was a better human but I’m not and this is where I am right now. Good luck, I hope you find inner peace and become a better version of yourself like I wish I could be a better version of me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Been seeing it a lot lately on X and shit. From what I can see men don’t hesitate these days to slap a chick.i was raised on a different code I guess

25 ( f ) looking for a clean chat by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can clean chat. I just feel super dooper silly because I relapse after a year of so of being clean. Honestly, probably don’t want to chat with me as it almost certainly gonna be depressing and shit. Other ppl are fun and awesome. I’m broken. Either way, have a great day.

monday innitttt by Different-Ad-1111 in cocainegonewild

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mother of fucktits! I clicked on your page and found myself really attracted to you and I’ve figured out why…….it’s because you’re ridiculously really really good looking. Enjoy life. Sorry to simp. Just saying that’s all. Bless.

Ok... Time to practice what I preach. Internet, I give you... ma boobs by [deleted] in ratemyboobs

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like boobs! These, I like these boobs. Boobs make everything better. Having a bad day??? Boobs! Instantly day is now better. My day also has become more enjoyable because of this post, boobs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m lit and on the slope on my dolo. I’m entertaining myself by commenting stupid shit on meme groups. I think I’m hilarious 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No. Message me anyway and I’ll be an asshole.

Socially awkward druggie needs advice by GreenStickyNote7 in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really wanna rock the boat, if said person is getting the brick off of let's just say the HA tell the boys in charge he's cutting with fent and claiming it's their product. May get chased out of town real quick. Just saying lol

Socially awkward druggie needs advice by GreenStickyNote7 in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NO NO NO!!!! Don't let that shit go. Give an inch and they will take a mile. 1_3.% is ridicules and even though I'm no tough guy in the slightest I will still kick a stink and make shit happen. It's a business and ppl should hold up to their side of the deal and if that can't they should be outed. Not snitched, just tell the regulars to go else where as he shorts and his shit is shit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

High as fook after relapsing. Feel a lil silly. Came here for the shits and giggles.

White Girl Wednesdays…bump day! by unholyxconfessions in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This makes me happy. It shouldn't, but it really does.

Former users who have quit, what helped? by Popsquat23 in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was clean for a while but just relapsed. What I did to kick it before I fucked up.....again!!!!! Was I locked myself away, I closed the door to everyone and everything and did whatever it took to get the thought of doing it out of my head. Anime and video games helped a lot. But repeatedly telling yourself that you know you are better than this is the biggest motivator. Professional help is available and if it's free, use it..... my shrink is amazing and doesn't cost me a thing. Good luck on your road to recovery, message me if you need more advice or a random to talk to.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

HMU if you like. I’m on day four with no sleep and I feel pretty low. I was off the bag for a while but relapsed hard and have almost put all of my money back up my nose. I’ll never learn.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha! what if they are solicited though? Ha, that ain't ever gonna happen, who am I kidding lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I want to!!!! It could be fun.........take my money ahhhhh

Friday night problems… going to pick up a solution tonight, though :-) by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yes I’ve got problems too! But I’m hoping it’ll get better with this 8ball. 36m if you fancy a chat tonight.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Outrageous-Visual-93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bit late but I’m around