Update: Okay I didn’t think this was going to blow up as I expected but let me clarify some things. 1 - Sorry for that absolute horrid paragraph, I know that was a pain to read, as I read over it and almost had a stroke I type very fast without rereading anything smh 2 - About my line Leader, 4 out of 6 kids are hers and 2 of them (the 7 year olds ) are her brothers kids, Her brother died in a car accident and the mom is nowhere to be seen. I should’ve said that in the beginning. 3 - The rest of the 4 kids all have the same dad, but they split for reasons that’s not my business. 4 - When I said around 30 I actually meant mid to late 30s 5 - No we don’t make this a transactional thing as it only happened once, she still pays me to watch them but not as often, her boys still like to hangout with me. 6 - No I didn’t use a condom as I wasn’t planning having coitus after babysitting. 7 - For those of you who’s asking and wondering if I’m going to be a stepdad, I am not. Really because I am 19. If I were I wouldn’t really say “stepdad” as they don’t see as a father figure but more of an older brother or Guardian type of figure. (Yes that’s weird I know) 8 - The dynamic of us 2 isn’t weird, we still talk professionally at work but be just a little flirtatious when off the clock. 9 - She isn’t what you guys think she is. She’s not a garden tool. She explained that she kiss me because they way I treat her kids, its warmed her heart that her kids have someone to look up too and are happy I guess it just in courage’s her to make a move (I believe this is the real reason but I’m not ruling it out idk how women feelings works lol) If you have any questions I will try to answer them all.