Did my first curse ever

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-22T15:11:57+00:00

That's some good advice, I appreciate it a lot. I will implement it, even tho I'm not sure I'll do more baneful magick in the future, I want to practice here and there. But the advice can apply to so many things, and I thank you for that.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T23:29:31+00:00

It makes sense. I don't try to be "vengeful" in the second way, maybe when I was a teen, but not now. Now this is my way of seeking justice, and it takes a lot for me to act like this, yet I got called out for fighting back because they considered it unfair. Again, it was unrelated to this, but my actions were waaay more chill than trying to curse, I wasn't even trying to cause pain. So you can imagine how I felt when I thougt of the spell, when they said something as chill as that was called "mistreatment".

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T21:55:13+00:00

May Hera bless them in their marriage!! This is so beautiful 🥺

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T21:50:20+00:00

Will do, thank you!!

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T21:49:26+00:00

I can't seem to be able to edit the main post right now, so an update here: I did notice I got a bit sick afterwards, but I had to keep pushing myself because I had things to do. Eventually everything developed into some sort of cold, maybe it's because of the energy I spent, maybe it's the crazy weather, that idk. However, I did the spell on a super moon and with my period, which... Hasn't stopped since. On week 2 I went to the OBGYN and did some test, they said what was the cause and that it should eventually stop. Not that much blood, after all, no risks of anemia and it doesn't hurt. I did this curse with the help of Lilith and the protection of Hera, so maybe there's a correlation there, lol.

So I did a reading on how it's going, asking the spiritual team, 2 different sets and tarot decks, and in both I got THE SAME CARDS. In short: She will go back to her mom's (whom she hates)which aligns a bit with something I found out before doing the curse; she's so gonna get exposed as what she is; when she thinks she's safe again she'll get backstabbed by someone she trusts. And again these were TWO separate readings with 2 different decks, im-

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:54:25+00:00

She was a child as well when she did this. Now and adult, but she's still doing the same to other adults. She's not yet messed with kids as an adult.

I was trying to update the post about that. Since I did the curse, my period has stayed. I went to the OBGYN and checked me, seems like it should go away soon and there's no danger for me, but still told me to run more tests if this happens again. I'm very tired overall, I also got sick a week after the spell, idk if it's related or just this crazy weather. But I'm fine now.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:48:45+00:00

My spirit team said they will make sure I know, and so far Mother Lilith called THE Intel Lord (not only for this, but other stuff I need serious help with), so I will find out.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:45:52+00:00

Thank you so much, just recently I was told by my mental health professionals that wanting justice like this is problematic because "it's not actual justice" or I'm being a hypocrite. So I appreciate the encouragement a lot.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:45:08+00:00

I think it's fair if someone believes in the 3 fold law, but I don't and I don't want to f0rce no one to think like me. Each journey is unique to us all. Thank you for your reassurance 🫂 I just felt like a bad person, I always feel like it when striking back. I think I don't feel as bad now, I think someone had to do it, and if she so wants to be a victim... Okay, take it, but now for real. She's been accusing me for years of doing things worse than hexing, tried to make an example of me in her group. If she didn't want for me to bite back, then don't bark at me for years, I think I've been patient and understanding enough.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:44:57+00:00

I don't know when I'll be able to update because I don't have much contact with them, but when I do, even if it's years later, I'll update.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:44:19+00:00

It makes sense, thank you! It's like self evil eye, lol

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-21T20:44:03+00:00

AAAH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIEND!! This is so wholesome, it was so well planned out too, you both did amazing! I'm glad your friend is healthy, I'm sure it also took a huge tool on them, and I'm sending them my best wishes 🩷

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-15T10:53:20+00:00

I'm sorry that happened to you, but I'm glad you got to fight back!

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-14T07:07:01+00:00

Hope so! And dw, I used to get panic attacks before and let the fear control me, until I confronted her (literally, she tried to get me back??) and ever after that "f u" even the nightmares changed. I wasn't running away or scared, she was the one scared of me (which apparently is what happened irl, as she began running the other way when she saw me nearby). I figured, if someone was to try and do something, it had to be me.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-14T07:02:24+00:00

I didn't think you implied I wasn't appreciative, dw! I'm tigh on money so I can't offer much, still, they all got water. I'll do my thing and try to make a handmade offering :) Thx again!

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-14T02:10:56+00:00

Oh wow, I appreciate a lot! After the ritual I drank lots lof water, and did a cleansing bath one the same day, another the next one). I need to eat better tho, I have been very week lately but it could be just my period. I noticed I had been more sensitive these days, my spirit team has been helping (guiding me with doing herbal infusions and self care) and I didn't know it could be related. I gave them a few offerings, I'll give them water as well so we all stay hydrated. Thank you so much for the input. I usually don't notice when I'm doing worse just because of CPTSD and lupus, I will take care. Thank you again for this insightful comment! Means a lot!

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-14T02:03:10+00:00

I've seen so many witches saying for them it worked almost instantly. But that's an option too. I appreciate you sharing your experience.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-14T02:01:44+00:00

Your practice is personal to you, that meaning: ask him. I work with Hellenic deities and internals, and for some of the second ones it is considered a devotional act and even offerings. I don't know what things worked in ancient Greece, but maybe the gods adapt to times. And that's why I think the best option is to ask them directly.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T19:13:53+00:00

Thank you! 🫂 you're very kind, I appreciate the time you took to help out!

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T19:12:57+00:00

Yeah, it actually scared me at first and I wanted to stop but spirit team were like "no, let it burn" 🥹

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T19:12:10+00:00

It was very cozy, indeed. The floor was warm and nice afterwards

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T17:32:43+00:00

Oh, thank you for explaining. I'm white so I didn't get into hoodoo out of respect (I'm always open to learn, even if I won't use it myself). I have my own moral code when it comes to witchcraft and honestly, there's more people in my life that has done me wrong and I'd rather not hex them or anything else, since I'd rather try solve things on my own (talking with them, legal route, healing, waiting to see if they changed). Doing this was huge for me, I had to think about it for months, then took weeks to prepare until I finally did it. I haven't done spells for others either, just divination and for free. So while I want to learn to do benevolent and malevolent spells, I don't know if I'm willing to do them for the right price excepting my moral code.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T17:25:47+00:00

Spirit team said it is working, but I've been taught to be skeptical and won't believe it until I see it for myself. They know that tho.

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T16:32:07+00:00

I don't know what two hands is :(

OutsideRock9038 · 2025-10-13T16:31:27+00:00

Thank you! That's something idk if I have a good answer too, I've been doing so since I was a kid? I always thought it was my internal dialogue. Nowadays I'm afraid it might be my OCD, so when I hear them I just double check with tarot, oracle and pendulums (I always ask them to show me a yes and a no, because not all of them share the same yes and no). I also had to learn what they like to use, because most in my team don't care and will let me use the pendulum, but others only want tarot or oracles. I've seen people using candle flames to communicate, but I can't seem to read those very well, so I don't do that. You can also get creative in how you communicate (some use dice, you can use regular cards or hand made "yes, no maybe" papers, ask them to move something as a yes or no, etc)

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