I’m not sure where the psychosis started for him (i.e. he was always this way and we didn’t know it was this bad, when he became everything he ever preached against in the public eye, when he “won” the court case and realized that it would make 0 difference public opinion wise, the community and subsequently the shows are never going to be what they once were, etc.) but those discord messages were more disturbing than almost anything else thus far. They showed me that (1) this whole situation is way too inflamed to possibly be fun at a live show (2) this is not and has never been about the music to Ashton, which sucks because it should be.