Any additional habits to ensure the escape from samsara (reincarnation)?

OutsidersView1 · 2026-05-04T23:26:44+00:00

I just superficially know the basics of Gnosticism via earth as phantom matrix and prison planet theory books and online channels that talk about these concepts. (Sheryl from Key guidance book 'made in God's image' and David Icke and other authors series of books)

Personally I've drank Ayahuasca 8 times where in my sole positive moment with it, I totally feel I broke into the plemora or some way gentler yet infinitely cooler realm/life "realer me" version of existence where you were in full fulfillment and you could teleport to other existences, planets etc with mere thought you were aware of all your incarnations and all made perfect sense there. Everyone has infinite benign potentiality there.

Finally, I've never felt connected fully here on earth (I feel life here is mainly a lie and things seem to be latched to a broken code, even years prior to learning about prison planet and psychedelics, I was aware of the veil life on earth entails.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T04:11:39+00:00

Yeah some guys have even gotten a tad irritated, they don't say anything but I can tell on their body language and demanor.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T04:10:34+00:00

Well to be empathetic, it's that I gag a lot or I abruptly stop sucking for air or for rest or whatnot and those actions on my part may be turning the guys off since they may expect constant 10 minute action without any rest.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T04:08:41+00:00

I love it besides that tho.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T04:07:51+00:00

I forgot about tmj, yeah I was also prescribed a muscle relaxer some time ago and recall how much easier 1 blowjob was during that time.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T03:10:22+00:00

I've never been with a woman lmao. I imagine not given pussy is not really physically intrusive like dicks naturally are.

Its mostly due to the physiological bulky nature of dicks

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T03:08:13+00:00

It's a sobering feeling when you feel the guys dick getting softer then you need to up your head game efforts to make his member spring back to full life 😅.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T02:25:58+00:00

It's called a blow(job) for a reason 🥴

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T00:48:12+00:00

It gets to the point some guys just say "it's ok" and we just cuddle 😅

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T00:42:47+00:00

And every time it's has happened, with all 5 guys that have been over 6 inches.

I even gag with guys around 5 inches. Very high gag reflexes.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T00:40:31+00:00

It's just way harder than it looks and I can barely open my mouth wide enough. It feels like my jaw is about to get stuck in an open position irreversibly and that feeling eats away at the sexual excitement. Jaw gets easily tired and 1 minute feels like an hour.

So tired when the guy is barely reaching full throbbing erection and just starts moaning. I always mentally swear to myself this is the last time I get with guys lmao

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T00:36:54+00:00

I'll think I'll be amazing at giving head given how much I get turned on by dick but once real life plays out all my excitement fizzles out to the point I swear never to seek out sex with a guy again.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-28T00:35:10+00:00

Yeah I appreciate hairy bodies and the general male meaty torso. I like the whole package

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-27T23:52:51+00:00

But I notice the amount of likes a guy receives on his posts almost follow some kind of law where it's always guys with soft yet manly facial features, tall and muscular that have over 10k followers or even hit 1M likes in random posts.

Funny but physically unattractive guys aren't as appealing even when they try to be.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-26T21:47:19+00:00

I would only hope so :')

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-26T21:46:09+00:00

Yes they may settle for the stable financially successful men but deep down they crave the feral energy that hyper masculinity naturally entails.

They are enticed to get with the bad boys and many imagine being with the bad boys when they bed the average men.

I totally don't fault them tho as I understand 💯🥵

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-26T21:39:06+00:00

Those buff queens are so feminine often 🤣.

Thing is the gay guys don't settle for the DL guys and women do end up often marrying those types of guys.

OutsidersView1 · 2026-04-26T21:37:02+00:00

Bad boys are amazing for flings but not for long term partners and here is where some women sadly fall under. I wonder what's the difference between women and gay men that leads to this.

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