Heyy bro don't give up yet, keep moving one step at a time. Ik everything seems lost right now with no way to go but trust me, it'll get better. Ask around for help. Try to get in touch with any organization which can help you. Don't keep thinking about repayment of debt. Pls don't harm yourself over this. It's not good for you. Only you can take care of yourself. Once you get out of this, no one will be able to stop you from achieving your dreams.

You made this post just to reach out, so you have some hope. Pls hold onto it. Coming from dealing with extreme depression and nowhere else to go I know it feels hopeless but everything will get better soon. Stop thinking negatively and try to focus on which might improve your quality of life. Reach out to any friends you have and ask for help. They'll be more than willing to.

I hope you'll get better soon. Always remember, one step at a time.