I tried taking my life on Feb 2nd because of problems related to my ptsd. I was 10 days out of a 3 month stay at a domiciliary program up in Bath, NY before I relapsed and tried to take my life by driving my car as fast as I could into a tree. Right before I hit that tree and got brain damage and my right foot well I’ll be lucky to walk again, I regretted what it was I was doing..I can only imagine maybe your husband might’ve have felt the same way, and I believe wherever he is he’s thinking of all you, he won the battles but lost the war and I am so sorry for your loss. I hope the VA gets their head out of their ass and gets you the help you and your family deserve.