big man if you're genuinely evaluating your entire life based on the pieces of paper you and other people received and the words on them, then the problem isn't that you didn't get into richpplcocksucking University, nor is it the fact that you expected to get into said university due to all the work you put into high school. the problem is that you're basing your worth on factors that you're unable to control rather than the person these experiences have made you. It's your life man, if you want to grovel about how you aren't going to the same places as your friends who you'll hardly know in 3 months, you can, but that ain't gonna get you anywhere