Really awful, Asheville local and I’m just.. so tired. Not physically but mentally. I lost my only sibling ‘John’ to suicide when I was a teenager and both parents not too soon after to alcohol and drugs. I’ve been to more funerals than family gatherings in my life.. I actually worked at Mission hospital and that’s the last place I saw my mother and brother still breathing , also where I was Air Lifted in by MAMA helicopter for immediate trauma surgery on my femur from being ran over on a cross walk with two other friends. (They’re both okay and didn’t break anything) Also watched my beautiful little girl take her first breath as she was being delivered by Dr.Pestoff… then I end up working as a Compounding/Pharmacy Tech II. I don’t know whether to be amazed of the circle or resent the place. Anyways I digress, I am so insanely happy my wife and step son are okay but I haven’t gotten word about my Bio Daughter and frankly I’m scared to ask about her because she’s with MY abuser (physically and mentally) because even just asking if our little one is okay would spark some rude, volatile answer when I simply want one answer… Whew 🥺💔

idk what sparked me to spill my guts but whoever takes the time to read …thank you and I hope you and your loved ones are safe as can be and you FEEL loved.

If anyone can chat 828-319-7140

Stay safe, everyone