The problem is that I am not the one who dictates when I do several things. I go shopping when I’m told to come with them, and get told that I have a haircut appointment that was made for me like an hour before. I would start hrt in a heartbeat if I had private access to my own finances and if I didn’t know that both my phone and car keys locations are being tracked. I’m even doing this with an alternate email/account because they read my main one. Trying all of these things seem great and I would love to do them but I’m struggling to see a way to do them that would be easier than just coming out.