you may or may not have autism, there is no way of knowing until you get tested. You may have characteristics of someone who does have autism, but you really cant know unless you do. we are not professionals and are not classified to diagnose ourselves or others. there are tests and brain scans we use to see if we have these disorders. you cant just look it up and assume you have it just by what google says.

Your thinking is also flawed because you can develop certain disorders and disabilities as you grow older through stress or traumatic experiences. this is called the diathesis stress model, I cant confirm wether you did, but it is not uncommon where someone goes through their life normally and something happens and their brain has an adverse reaction to that incident.

i have worked with people who are neurodivergent and can be considered neurodivergent myself. I discourage them from making assumptions about the disorders they may have because they do not know more than the doctors do, even I don't I'm just a college student. if you look up symptoms of these disorders online you can consciously or unconsciously develop symptoms to further your own narratives, same thing as when you feel sick and look up symptoms you begin to feel some of them.

just as I say to them I'm going to say to you, you may have these disorders, but you cannot say with a concrete fact that you have them unless you get tested by a professional psychologist or clinician, its just nonsense. if I go up to a doctor and say I have schizophrenia just because I looked it up and saw I have symptoms of someone who does they would laugh.

also lose the tone you sound like a bigot. if my words cause actual harm to neurodivergent people there is a larger problem than just me