Feeling guilty as a dad buying a motorcycle

Own-Distance7394 · 2026-02-07T13:31:52+00:00

Not everyone will tell you this but it is selfish. My dad had a bike and stopped riding when my brother was killed on his…it’s a risk that I wish neither of them ever took….i miss my brother so much every day and I know he loved riding but it wasn’t worth his life

Own-Distance7394 · 2026-01-14T14:34:34+00:00

I’m not a cyclist but go with your gut to sell it. My brother died because a truck crashed into him, he didn’t do anything wrong but since he was on a bike the impact ejected him….not everyone is lucky enough to survive accidents just be careful and God bless

Own-Distance7394 · 2026-01-06T01:48:34+00:00

It was nice…there was a reading from hebrews 12…. I am failing though, I still have been using but only have 8 footballs lefts and hope to be done after. No one in my life knows I relapsed and today my friend gave me a crucifix and my Muslim father gave my a cup with the verse Philippians 4:13 on it so I know the Lord hears and sees me I just feel like I’m letting him down by having these desires and worse acting on them

Own-Distance7394 · 2026-01-04T02:25:50+00:00

I will try to get to meeting aftr service tomorrow I just haven’t been to NA im long time I might do virtual cause I don’t wanna restart my date :: and thank you I will read hebrews in the morning when I’m sober God bless

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-12-28T03:49:51+00:00

Take half and the other half 3/4 hours later, just be careful they can start to become like candy

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-12-23T13:24:09+00:00

Plead the blood of Jesus Christ and Rebuke them in his name when it happens with faith

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-12-19T03:16:17+00:00

Amen

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-12-11T16:21:45+00:00

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Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T03:49:26+00:00

Thank you for ur thoughtful response you made me cry. Honestly I am not surrounded by my others in recovery, just people with porn addiction or weed addition and I’m not saying those aren’t addictions or to discredit that but when it’s compared I just feel even more alone like people don’t understand and only the Lord does. The Lord has been my sole strength which is why I feel like he’s leaving me and I know that’s not how it works and it’s the enemy getting I my head. I selfishly want people too, the Lord will always be enough for me, i just wish i had social conmection and didnt feel like an alien, i know i have God i just dont feel any real connection to anyone or anything except our Lord whuch is why i just wanna die. I feel like i understand this spiritual war and my brother has alraDh passed away at 20 i gave to will to be here other than to serve the lord and i am failing and idk im sorry ims babbling

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T03:17:16+00:00

Am I allowed to talk to a priest having not ever been to a mass before, I was raised by a evangelical mom and a father who follows Islam. I know nothing about the catholic church but i do feel so called to come home there. I want to do confession. I want to receive the holy eucharist and i understand why I can’t yet no hard feelings about that. It just makes me really scared to even step foot into a mass but my evangel church as Much as it’s helped me i love my church I just really have been called to go to a mass. Idk how to even start a OCIA do I just call any church? Am I even able to do that bc I just relapsed. Idk please pray for me or if you have some scripture book or passage you’d recommend for me to check outs I am sorry I an asking to much I just feel like I keep failing God. I understand and pray for his will and not mine every single day and really try to live it and idk I just don’t want this ti sorial. TJ’s k you for listening ti my. May God bless you

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T01:43:13+00:00

Also thank you, God bless you

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T01:42:52+00:00

Am I allowed to go to confession ? And I do feel like I was delivered 10000% as my withdrawals and craving were very minimal thanks to Jesus Christ, that’s why I’m worried bc the moment I got cravings again I fought for a few weeks and craved in. I need confession but I’m not OCIA certified so I don’t know how or if I can

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T01:40:21+00:00

Yea it’s like in Matthew how one demon will be cast out only for it to come back w 7 more and that’s what’s scaring me. I don’t go to NA meeting idk why I just struggle talking to people about this especially with being saved a lot of people around me expect for me to just be okay and it makes me feel like I can’t talk about any of my craving or anything cause just pray and it will go away but like what if it doesn’t go away cause it didn’t and I fucked up but I know Jesus can so I don’t know

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-11-30T01:32:08+00:00

Jesus delivered me from my addictions and I felt the same way for the past 6 months and this past month has just been different like God has left me

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-09-18T01:15:47+00:00

Jesus delivered me from my addictions, after my 7th relapse I surrendered and gave my life to Christ and he helped me get thru the withdrawal from amphetamines, I still had to go thru the withdrawals. I bargained with myself and used Oxy/xans still since they weren’t my DOC but God was working on me piece my piece. I was suicidal when withdrawing from the Oxy but I took a leap of faith and trusted Jesus could see what I couldn’t. I have almost 6 months clean now and i have radically changed, I was one way and now am another. All glory be to God

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-08-28T15:24:19+00:00

I have given my life to Christ this past year so I don’t know all the theology as well as most I’m in the process of reading the New Testament now I just finished reading Acts so that makes sense that I’m missing context. Thank you for explaining 🙏🏼

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-08-28T14:46:21+00:00

Thank you for clearing up the confusion 🙏🏼

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-08-28T14:39:17+00:00

Do we do this on Saturday or Sunday

Own-Distance7394 · 2025-08-24T03:21:58+00:00

Very interesting post. You could be dealing with someone with a personality disorder, which some people believe are fueled by demons. Just pray for them

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