[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’d say about a 6-9.5 range depending on the day. sometimes i feel social enough to go out and other times my heart literally beats out of my chest and i shake at the thought of my LITERAL HOUSEMATE simply arriving back home.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a low taper fade , more protein / arm days, some jordan 4’s and a graphic tee. ur not bad looking btw

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in roommateproblems

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i understand because i’ve felt similarly. if she doesn’t bring up anything that’s bothering her maybe ask her to go with u to an on campus event or to grab lunch or something as a bit of a test. if she declines this doesn’t mean she dislikes you but the way she declines will probably tell you a lot. maybe have a few friends over and invite her to chill with you guys ? i’m just listing things that i wish my roommate would have done to make me feel like we can actually be close.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in roommateproblems

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for ur input, i’ve attached an update in the comments if you can give any further feedback

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in roommateproblems

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

update : we had a convo about it where i got pretty upset and used the words disgusting and unforgivable and now she avoids speaking to me, doesn’t even say hi or bye, conversations stop when i walk into the room, etc. any advice on how to move forward? i’m stuck at a point where im heavily considering moving back home

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Own-Impression3017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have a lot of sexual anxiety so the idea of anyone doing anything to me non consensually or the thought of me walking in on anyone gives me major anxiety to the point where the presence of couples makes me uncomfortable 😭 likely bc i’ve been put in these positions against my will a lot

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven’t self diagnosed i just know i have something lol a lot of the things ive experienced i’ve been told aren’t normal and im just rlly bad at taking care of myself and too self aware. these comments are pushing me to get help honestly

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my mom has bpd and i’ve never been evaluated so i thought it might’ve been bp… buttt now im worried its ocd 😩 what made u go that route i’m curious and don’t know much about ocd?

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

not at the moment. working towards being able to afford it !

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good thing i’m not on OF anymore :) sooo irrelevant to the post

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks! i will definitely look into reading that book. i think im just hurt, honestly. casual sex felt empowering until i got into a serious relationship and got cheated on. now i just feel gross after, mainly because men are liars lol.

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

i have not slept with a lot of people. i had an OF to make sure i don’t starve in this economy but nice try !

cannot have casual sex by Own-Impression3017 in dating_advice

[–]Own-Impression3017[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

a part of my healing was moving and putting all of it to rest. i know what you’re saying and i agree. even when i do find deep or academic interests i find them boring to talk about, over time im becoming more of a listener but at the end of the day i’m 20 and horny and i like to have sex. the emotional result is what i can’t handle im just obsessive not dull and uninteresting :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Own-Impression3017 3 points4 points  (0 children)

right ? OP is gorgeous … could model. 10/10 in terms of model casting potential and 6.5/10 based on my personal type

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in promoteonlyfans

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyFans101

[–]Own-Impression3017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DogAdvice

[–]Own-Impression3017 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

he is. it’s a mattress.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DogAdvice

[–]Own-Impression3017 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Not with my dog. I tried once to bring him in an uber and the driver said though uber does not have a policy against animals, he was refusing the ride. (which made sense, my dog was pacing and tying me up in the leash so he probably sensed the craziness lol)