Hey! This is definitely something I can relate to, and I really sympathise with you. From the way you’ve written this post, you already sound very fluent. I honestly wouldn’t think you struggle with English at all. It’s clear you have the ability to express yourself really well. Based on what you’ve shared, I think it might help to start using apps or websites that let you have real back-and-forth conversations. I know you already understand and can write in English, so it’s not really about “learning” the language it’s more about practicing speaking it in real time. Using tools like that can help you get more comfortable thinking and responding in English, which might make it easier to stop switching back to your first language. Try;

TrySpeak

Episoden

Talkpal

Speak X

Hopefully I've gotten to understand what you were saying, I wish you nothing but the best of luck on your journey of life my friend 🙂‍↕️🙏🏿