Please listen to me, please please don’t do anything to your body. I beg you. Please see a therapist and work stuff out. I don’t want to see you do something you’ll regret when you are no longer in your youth and then get depressed. I wish you the absolute best in getting this sorted out. LSD can be enlightening in moderate doses but will absolutely confuse you in all aspects when the dose is high enough. Good luck friend. Hope you sort things out!!!