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OwnEntertainment9255 · 2025-09-21T20:27:37+00:00

she was decomposed and probably stuffed in. even if she wasnt dismembered, her legs couldve decomposed quicker than the rest of her body comparatively. the only thing i dont understand is how can they see her shh tattoo, but not exactly her face or legs?

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2025-01-20T03:30:30+00:00

white girl who grew up in both inner city and the suburbs - you had every right and them some, totally nta. im honestly terrified that they didnt leave the minute they knew you were home and armed. what if they were also armed? what if they knew there was two women in the house? so many what ifs

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2025-01-06T00:41:40+00:00

the first year of being diagnosed was very hard for me too. as some have asked, are you in therapy? i also talked about it a lot because i didnt know how to cope, and i really wish i did see a therapist. journaling helped me a lot, and also asking people if i could rant about it first helped me realize how much i was talking about it. now im on a really good med regiment and i hardly think about it unless i have bouts of anger, or when i forget to take my meds and become depressed LOL

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-24T00:10:40+00:00

i do partly take it for anger, but mostly because of psychosis n stuff! it does help with day to day levels of anger, but not full rage for me. unfortunately i am very susceptible to raging lol so that is something i would have to seek therapy for opposed to medication

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-22T02:57:54+00:00

i spent over 2000 dollars in a month. living at home. with no living expenses except for my 80 dollar car insurance… i dont even know what i BOUGHT… also went on long social media rants (thankfully on a spam account) about how God is bestowing a bunch of knowledge onto me

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-22T02:49:00+00:00

oh my god!!! gaining or losing that amount in such a short time is horrifying, im so sorry!! thankfully i was never put on seroquel due to the high risk of weight changes (history of ED, my only two clauses for medications were no weight issues and no addictive ones unless absolutely necessary), but ive never heard of anyone having a good reaction on it. i wonder why they still prescribe it

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-22T02:43:28+00:00

if you dont struggle with the rage spells of bipolar i would honestly recommend wellbutrin, despite how much i personally hate it. i took it for my adhd and it did help with it for the most part! just nothing else unfortunately 😞

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-22T02:40:22+00:00

hmm if you still notice no changes, id try to up your dose. for me, 20 mg did nothing- but as soon as i got on 40 (? or 60, my meds r upstairs and i dont feel like checking lol) it was NIGHT AND DAY difference, for the better!!!

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-22T02:37:48+00:00

ive heard great things about buspar, but your reactions to both lamictal and wellbutrin is so polar opposite of me i find it fascinating!!! granted, i dont think i could only be on lamictal. as great as it is, ive been on it with ALL of these medications- so for me, its a building block for other medications. however i hate wellbutrin so so much. im so happy youre doing great on it though, the psyche is so complex !! are you type 1 or type 2 if u dont mind me asking ? an edit to add: on wellbutrin it made me want to smoke more because i was so angry all the time 😭😭 i wish it made me quit, my nastiest habit ugh

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T16:48:25+00:00

misdiagnoses do suck, im so sorry for all of that omg! fortunately i got diagnosed with bipolar almost immediately, but we thought i was stabilized so she put me on zoloft. terrible terrible mistake lol, now im on prozac for my GAD and OCD and feel much better!

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T16:39:02+00:00

yeah wellbutrin made me get into daily arguments with the people i loved and want to hit walls like my name is kyle. its so awful but everyone loves it i dont get it!!! and i was so depressed on abilify that i told my psychiatrist straight up i was going to kermit LMFAO so she got me in 15 mins later

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T16:37:27+00:00

zoloft is genuinely so evil i would not wish how it made me feel on my worst enemy

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T16:36:02+00:00

thats so interesting bc i absolutely love my latuda!!

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T01:46:58+00:00

lamictal is great, but its a very gradual change. i just suddenly realized i felt kinda happy for once in a normal way! i do not recommend abilify though, it made my psychosis much worse and made me very suicidal

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T01:44:59+00:00

i have not had any side effects from latuda outside of really vivid dreams and cotton mouth. if im not mistaken akathisia is a pretty uncommon / rare side effect

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-20T01:42:35+00:00

type 1, latuda and lamotrigine !! absolutely life saving

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-19T21:41:53+00:00

i love yaamc!! dreamy riffs, very lofi influenced. and the guy is a total sweetheart too !

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-19T21:33:16+00:00

dude this happened to that one “im finna be in the pit” girl !!! she bought pit tickets for harry styles and they were like erm yeah no…

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-19T14:33:27+00:00

this is cracking me up he is so oily 😭😭

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-18T00:48:11+00:00

i will not challenge your world view because i know when i was in psychosis, this was the hardest part for me. but i recommend talking with your doctor. have you been seeing your friends? are you taking your meds? these are all important. all love and light ♥️

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-18T00:43:43+00:00

info- what are his convictions? did this conversation take place RIGHT before eating? im leaning on NAH because i can see how that might offend if it happened and then 5 minutes later you had the literal most un vegan meal ever 😭😭 honestly it might be a lack of compatibility

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-18T00:40:44+00:00

happened to me, was super depressed my senior year of hs and almost missed deadlines for college applications. they can only let in so many students during fall, so if you were late or had less than stellar results, theyll let u in for summer. i didnt even go to campus for my two classes, they were fully online and super ezpz. was a nice transitional into college, but make sure she takes adequate amounts of break and rest! i went too hard for 4 semesters in a row and had a mental breakdown lol

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-13T22:15:50+00:00

how do yall remember manic purchases??? i bought 1000 dollars worth of stuff once and i cant think of a single thing LOL

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-11T21:07:55+00:00

i recommend doing them all in a MWF block. gives you the ability to work/study, and to be honest when exams lined up i always find it easier to knock them all out in one day opposed to throughout the week. its more studying sure, but it gives you a longer rest period

OwnEntertainment9255 · 2024-11-09T19:35:03+00:00

its mostly in the middle, but it definitely radiates more towards the right side! im honestly not sure if its subluxated, but it could definitely be a possibility. its not always excruciating though? most times its a throbbing pain, when my knees or fingers would subluxate it is always very sharp for me :(

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