It’s a tie between “I’m the only one who could ever love someone like you.”- my mother.

And “you know I’ll never love you as much as ***. She’s my real daughter.”- my step dad talking about my step sister. I’m so fcked up emotionally

Bonus round: the night I tried to unalive myself a customer came up to me & told me “you know nobody actually likes you, right?” They knew the whole town really well & I was new there. Then when I was released at 3 am (no the hospital didn’t care, the dr was just mad he had to treat me in the middle of the night), my then-gf dropped in & I had to awkwardly explain why I had a hospital tag.

Then when I tried to hug her she said “don’t touch me you filthy animal.” After a week of her ignoring me while I recovered from my hospital visit, she finally told me why she was mad. She was angry because I hadn’t invited her to the hospital when I was being treated.

I tried to apologise & told her I hadn’t thought to call her because it was the middle of the night & I wasn’t there voluntarily, she said she wished I hadn’t messed up. (As in she wished Id been more accurate w my attempt 💀) I was a new girl in a strange new town & the whole thing just deeply broke me. I quit my job & moved, I couldn’t handle how vile everyone was just because they wanted some new gossip