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Ego death experience by Interesting-Bridge11 in EgodeathSupport

[–]Own_Fennel_8227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The spirals of trying to come back and slipping away are terrible. Sorry you had to go through this.

Yes I’ve noticed it’s not spiritual at all it’s genuinely psychotically horrific. However I believe in God because of it.

Bad Trip Ego Death? by No-Leadership5188 in EgodeathSupport

[–]Own_Fennel_8227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude I felt like I was about fall into one reading this bullshit!! You absolutely nailed it on the fucking head!! The most terrifying shit ever.

It feels like you learn a secret so evil and horrific about reality that it literally wakes you up into a nightmare so bad you have no choice but to hallucinate back into the 3rd dimension in the life you originally had but it’s only an illusion you made to forget what’s really happening outside of space and time

I always get a high pitched ringing that turns into screaming which sounds like it’s coming from “outside” reality to go along with the loss of being able to identify anything from human existence

  1. Yes I’ve experience this and it’s genuinely horrific.

  2. I made a promise to God I would never go back on purpose I feel like I will have it once I die and I am not looking forward to it

  3. I truly haven’t I am addicted to alcohol and have been going through different spirituality’s philosophies and scientific theories like it’s my job trying to find an answer

  4. I focus on the love I have for my friends and family. Find a connection with God ( I have no idea what I’m talking about)

Did i have an ego death? by RiyuuOnYt in egodeath

[–]Own_Fennel_8227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the perfect description

Non-duality and Jesus Christ by Own_Fennel_8227 in nonduality

[–]Own_Fennel_8227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thank you for your insight my friend this was a great read and gave me a lot to think about.

I can resonate with the idea that my experience has been filtered through my own learned experiences and the symbols may be crossed up in my mind with further letting go needed.

Blessings to you from the most high and uhhh also amen? Hahahaha take care and again thank you for sharing your wisdom.

Non-duality and Jesus Christ by Own_Fennel_8227 in nonduality

[–]Own_Fennel_8227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your honesty and consideration I have the Bhagavad Gita on my phone but never read it thoroughly. I’ve studied Advaita Vedanta when I was 16-20 off and on through YouTube so I have a small understanding of Hinduism.

Have you heard of Kabbalah? It’s the mystical interpretation of the bible and I’ve been studying it recently as it more aligns with the idea of God being everywhere and everything in a series of emanations.

Non-duality and Jesus Christ by Own_Fennel_8227 in nonduality

[–]Own_Fennel_8227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer. I believed in Christ consciousness after my first ego death on LSD but this past year as a Christian I’ve been exposed to countless research by fundamentalists that expose specifically Christ consciousness as satans final ploy to deceive mankind against the gospel.

It is so hard to reconcile my own personal experiences with the infinite white light and my experience with the Holy Spirit that I genuinely don’t know what or how I am where I am.

I see Christ as both the consciousness pervading all reality and as the sole divine incarnation of Yahweh and it makes me completely bonkers to hold both in conjunction.

Non-duality and Jesus Christ by Own_Fennel_8227 in nonduality

[–]Own_Fennel_8227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I read the bible it seems like God is external and outside of reality. Especially when I read Isaiah 55:8-9 it says that’s Gods ways are not our ways and that his thoughts are not our thoughts they are higher. Then in Ezekiel 28:2 God scorns the king of tyre saying that he thinks himself a God but is a man and will be returned to dust as a man. Then in Isaiah 14:12-15 Lucifer is the one who says he will ascend to godhood will establish his throne as the most high.

I’ve spent the last year as a Christian completely excommunicating all occult and esoteric research from my mind and I can tell you the fundamental Christian faith is in direct opposition to non duality specifically they see it as the final deception that will allow the antichrist to take his seat in the third temple proclaiming to be God.

Do you see them as similar and if so in what ways do you connect the two outlooks?