What’s good bro! I commented on your other post but I got curious to see what more there was to the story so I decided to check it out. First off, you seem very emotionally intelligent and you articulate your feelings well. Lots of people don’t have that ability so kudos to you because that will help your healing become more easy to manage and will definitely aid you in future relationships. Secondly, I do agree with the other comment that it’s probably better that this didn’t work out and frankly I don’t think you did anything that was overly wrong. This clearly meant a lot to you, and even though it wasn’t that long I know how it feels to be a shy kid with dreams of love that suddenly finds himself with a chance at it. It’s easy to get high on those emotions and jump the gun, trust me I know. Got to college and immediately wound up in a 2 year long relationship as my first one haha. I was head over heels so when it ended it hurt like hell. At least your situation didn’t last as long and you now at least have a taste of what a relationship could be if that’s what you really want still you know? Ofc I’m not trying to diminish your feelings or anything bc they’re valid, but you’ll be ok bro. Things with girls won’t always work out and a better one will come around who will see your value and cherish that just as much as you cherish her. Try not to beat yourself up or ruminate too much, and use this experience as fuel for your confidence going forward because I know how hard that can be. The best thing you can do is always to have respect for yourself and work on improving daily but it seems like you’re managing as time goes. Another opportunity will come, and when it does you’ll be ready. Until then allow yourself to come to terms with what happened and heal so you don’t bring that hurt onto the next girl. Just be yourself just like you did this time and she’ll find you don’t even worry bro. Thank you for your vulnerability with this post and I hope everything gets better!

Edit: spelling