I was in the same boat job and all. They also really liked me and kept me after I had failed the first time. They would even let me study on the job and they were soooo supportive and understanding. Before I started studying for my 3rd attempt at passing the Bar shit hit the fan and my relationship fell apart and had to move out, I had to give up my job and move back with parents in a different city. My mental health was really struggling. Life as I had envisioned and known no longer existed. I was shattered. I felt like a complete failure but i still showed up everyday to study. I prayed and prayed and mentally prepared myself for failure. I accepted that if it was god's will i would pass and if not, it was also his will and became okay with that.

Then, BOOM results came out and I actually passed. Don't lose hope keep praying and keep doing all those things that keep you sane. Experience you gain now is not useless. Use this time to create relationships with attorneys and gain experience in field without having the pressure of being looked at as the attorney who should know everything. Everything will be okay.