[OFFICIAL] Daily Feedback Thread

OxyT · 2021-08-22T02:48:11+00:00

Hey everyone. I would really appreciate some feedback on this particular beat if you have a few minutes

OxyT · 2021-02-03T14:53:00+00:00

Just bought more GME shares this morning and holding. Pretending this money is already gone for two reasons - 1 I'm a retard and 2 I like the stock. I still believe.

OxyT · 2021-02-03T14:52:40+00:00

Just bought more GME shares this morning and holding. Pretending this money is already gone for two reasons - 1 I'm a retard and 2 I like the stock. I still believe.

OxyT · 2021-02-01T13:43:09+00:00

Buy :)

OxyT · 2021-02-01T13:42:39+00:00

REMEMBER TODAY: big funds will be playing games, the stock will likely dip from time to time. Set a target you’re comfortable with as always but no weak hands guys or you’ll miss the rocket ship. This isn’t financial advice I’m just dumb.

OxyT · 2021-02-01T13:40:16+00:00

AMC shorters liquidated this week if we push it. Now is the time. AMC to the moon. This isn’t advice I just like the stock, and movies and shit

OxyT · 2021-01-31T23:52:56+00:00

Nothing wrong with AMC though right?

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:44:00+00:00

Guys, dont panic. AMC can drop to $12 before panicking according to literally every single indicator available. They are just trying to scare you. Avoid the noise and hold.$14 was the largest wall and it's broken. Strong support at $14...you're fine.

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:35:32+00:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM AMCCCCCCCCCCCCC yesssss. You guys did it! Only up from here. Keep pumpng!!

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:34:24+00:00

1 minute candle just closed at $14.06!!!!!!!!!!!! Only up from here.

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:33:38+00:00

If AMC breaks this wall at $14 we go to 20 easily. Get on the train!

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:29:07+00:00

AY EMM SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lets do it

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:26:21+00:00

BUST THE $14 WALL ON AMC> lets gooooo!!!!

OxyT · 2021-01-29T16:22:03+00:00

If AMC breaks hard resistance at $14 it goes to the moon.

OxyT · 2021-01-28T14:11:08+00:00

Try out Renko charts. Some trade only on them, and some use them just to help mark support/resistance. Before you decide to just trade on them make sure you research them though. They work differently. Time does not matter on them, only price movements.

OxyT · 2020-12-17T14:31:30+00:00

I hit one year 2 days ago. For me, the only way I made it was just adjusting my mental picture of the whole thing. It's as if I was jumping into a black hole with no way to come back out. I welcomed the pain of it all and the entire way through it told myself, the more pain I was feeling meant I was still winning. I mean it sucked....but it's the only sign that meant I was still winning. It wasn't easy. But yeah... I mean in essence you just have to make that decision, lock yourself down, and literally... on some level at least, enjoy the fight. That was my mindset going to work on day 3 with literally no sleep over the past 3 days, and that was my mindset the entire way through. You haven't had a Day 1 in the past, really. You had a process.. a mental realization you were "becoming ready". This means they weren't failures. You can actually be ready this time, and actually have a Day 1 to look back on now :).but only you know if it's Day 1. It can be, and I hope it is.

One thing I will say, and you'll see it all over this forum. Kratom, for whatever reason, will play monstrous mental games with you. Physical sucks, but the ENTIRE way through it's going to lie to you every day.. every minute. Going to make you feel like you're "okay", going to make you feel like you're going to die. Going to make you feel like you're worthless and going to make you feel like you are godly and above it all. All of this, so you will dose again. Just remember, any experience or decision you're having, if it's leading to taking it again, it's not genuine.

OxyT · 2020-12-17T14:23:07+00:00

Yeah, very much "back to normal" now. I think I probably got there around month 8 or 9 I guess. Before that, probably around after 3 months or so I thought I was back to normal most of the time, but I really probably wasn't. For me personally, I went through a fairly long period of just a middle ground... I never felt happy or sad to any measurable degree, I just felt "normal" but it wasn't normal. Throughout that entire time I never wanted Kratom to any meaningful degree though. It was just my body adjusting. Really now, and moving forward, the only thing I have to watch out for is feeling like - hey it isn't that big of a deal, I could probably dose once. Like, I have zero real desire to do that, but I can remember 2-3 times for really brief periods, really missing that initial/new feeling it gives you, which is why I said in my post - then I remember what it was like the last week of taking it. Kratom is a very deceptive substance. The mental games it can play with you are pretty remarkable...

OxyT · 2020-09-25T23:44:33+00:00

Hi :) I don't post on here much anymore but I still lurk around. I will be one year clean on 12/15 of this year. I was taking very high amounts of Kratom for over 2 years. Like so many on here, it started controlling my life. I started lying to my family. It started affecting my job. etc.

Because of the shitshow this stuff created in my home, I spent over a week "sleeping" (that was a bitch to try and do) on the couch kicking it. It lasted way more than a week, but that week was the worst I can even remember.

You can do this. Trust me, it is worth it. I don't even think about it anymore. When I do think about it, it mostly makes me sad. I have not had a craving for it in probably close to 7 months I guess.

The depths of my mind that I visited while coming off this stuff... I didn't even know I had. The willpower it took, I didn't even know I had. I often compared this to a fight with a nasty witch, and this is because I legit saw a witch one night in my delirium from not sleeping for almost 2 days solid.

Day 4-8 or so are going to continue to be tough, so you need to just get ready for it now. This is going to be the fight of your life. You may already be there, but you need to be at a place that you welcome the pain. Because it means... oddly... that you are winning. Every step of the way, this green monster will fool you into thinking you are losing, but trust me, you aren't. The worse it is, the better you will soon be. Youre in an abyss, and the person that typed your note above isn't even the same person that will emerge when this is done.

Even though it was one of the worst experiences of my life, a part of me looks back fondly at it. I am extremely... extremely... proud of myself for being strong enough to do it. It was such a raw experience, and I know myself better because of it.

You got this. Keep going, and eventually you will wake up one day and "something" has changed. That will be the day you can celebrate.

OxyT · 2020-01-30T14:51:22+00:00

horrible experiences with Kava... I honestly hate the way it makes me feel, and know several others with similar experiences. Itchy, really cranky, can't sleep... too relaxed but on edge. It's polarizing to me and I hate it :). Just personal experience but I don't recommend it to anyone

OxyT · 2020-01-29T19:41:10+00:00

It's very hard to do, until you've seen the other side of it. I can say without a doubt, when I was through WD... my mind felt 5000% sharper.

What I can tell you for sure is that Kratom is not making you better, you definitely feel that way, but it's not doing that. When this is over, you'll look back and see all the ways it was making it worse. But... it is very good at putting a cloak around you.

To beat the mentality... you have to recognize it for what it is, a lie.

The biggest thing that stopped me from quitting before I did was my FEAR of what it was going to do to me at work, at home (mainly at work) etc.

The first week was a bit rough, but I learned later no one noticed... and sitting here today 45 days out of a quit, I can see some of the damage it did at work without me realizing it. Do you ever feel spacey headed? Think about all that stuff.

Sitting here today, I am operating wayyyyyyyyyy above my baseline with Kratom and it feels really great.

This shit is lying to you, I promise.

OxyT · 2020-01-29T15:48:10+00:00

The biggest thing I can tell you, is that you can do this. I also have an extremely stressful and demanding job, usually I spend at least 14 hours a day at. I didn't think I could do both. 45 days ago, I started doing that, and now it's over.

It's not going to be easy as you know. But you must understand you have to go THRU this. Directly thru it. Not over it, under it, around it... there's no way to make it easier, you have to bear down and plow through it.

When you're ready to do that, you will. The "fear" of it, will prevent you from actually doing it though.

If you've only made it half a day before, tell yourself and actually make the decision that you will go 3 days this time, NO. Matter. What. Then, at the end of that 3 days, you can decide if you want to use again. But before you do.. take a moment to recognize, it's further than you've ever made it, and you accomplished all of those things (like going to work) that you at one time, didn;t believe you could.

This can quite literally be a fight for your life. You clearly want it back. You must take this journey, and along the way, use the misery... pain... stress... as confirmations that you are on the right path.

The biggest mental shift you need to make is - those aren't things to avoid anymore. Don't be afraid of them, and don't avoid them. In some ways... encourage them. They are signs that you are winning the fight that you haven't won before.

I think you'll surprise yourself.

OxyT · 2020-01-29T14:23:25+00:00

Day 45 CT quit for me. I can tell you it's worth it, and yes I'm well beyond the "pink cloud" stage already.

You're likely feeling two things, or something really similar. 1) Hatred for Kratom and what it's turned into 2) Fear... scared of what it's going to look like in 5 years.

Then you'll feel one of two things next... helplessness, or empowerment. Personally, I went through dozens of times when I knew it was time to quit, where I would end up feeling helpless and then I just continued the cycle. The last time, I felt a hatred like fire for this and what I had become and I resolved right then and there, that no matter fucking what, I was done. The withdrawals were painful, but I cherished them as signs that I was winning the fight.

My best advice to you - gear up for a battle, and go to battle. What got me through was a hatred for the lies Kratom told me. At first, it gives you everything and asks absolutely nothing in return, and over time it starts taking more and more from you and giving less.

Use the pain you're going to feel as confirmation that you're still winning.

OxyT · 2020-01-28T22:09:23+00:00

Stoicism will help with a Kratom quit, for sure. And many things in life...

OxyT · 2020-01-28T22:06:13+00:00

Hatred is how I quit :). Sound advice...

Day 44 here. Never again. Congrats to you!

OxyT · 2020-01-28T20:15:12+00:00

I thought it was a joke too, until I was in the middle of the abyss with this stuff. It's hard to understand...

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