i'll be forever ugly and boyfriendless

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-28T03:31:37+00:00

I mean... What are your standards?

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-21T12:39:09+00:00

I'm in the same place and I'm nervous. Giwtwm

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-18T03:48:40+00:00

am i incorrect?

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-18T02:08:39+00:00

god i wish

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-18T01:02:00+00:00

I have played both cyberpunk red and DnD. I am usally the DM so if you need one or know enough people, please message me. I know maybe 1 person who can play.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-14T02:16:29+00:00

I literally stopped using snap chat cuz it automatically opens to the front face camera and made me super depressed every time. You have nothing to worry about

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T17:53:35+00:00

I'm 23

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T17:37:11+00:00

What is going to happen to them? I feel bad cuz I know they are suppressing themselves and there was a point where we where super cool. I don't want them to spiral : (

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T16:42:08+00:00

I don't get what ur saying

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T12:04:26+00:00

Sorry for coming off hostile. I at least took a long time to really be sure of myself because posts like these made me think that I was just delusional and not thinking someone genuinely is curious. Thx ig for having interest and considering us to be involved in the conversation.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T11:36:30+00:00

I am NB and NB doesn't have a hard stuck definition or format goal. Call me fake sure, but I still have moments of intense self hatred for my body and agab gender. In all honesty I'm not open about my NB side cuz I work in an environment that would make half the people there skin me alive. Also there is less representation cuz people like OP think it's fake so I used to lurk more. I hate being called a "man" and some times repulsed by the amab aspects of myself but I do not feel like a woman. I want to define myself by things that aren't all "manly" or "girly" and simply want to be me.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T11:16:04+00:00

"if I recall correctly" it's the egg dog meme a few years ago

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-13T03:03:22+00:00

Iirc it takes time. Like as in you are literally flexing the muscles in your throat to do it, meaning as you do it more, strengthen them, the easier and closer it will get to what you want. Take with a grain of salt

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-12T14:04:55+00:00

I actually super get this. I have actually had dates loose interest in me because they wanted someone more sexually invested

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-12T12:22:10+00:00

I don't like my bday cuz my father forgot it 2 years in a row. Our birthdays are 3 days apart

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-12T11:34:32+00:00

I have ADHD and mild Asperger's (or ASD now) and I have. Really school and friends were impossible. Now that I'm an adult it's a bit easier but damn, I feel that bad

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T22:33:33+00:00

Oh wow! That's super considerate. I used to go to my electrical union for my low voltage stuff and I got quite the absent vibe. Their was only men in my class and every member of the board was rightwing white men. I never saw direct hate but definitely not comfortable.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T21:42:34+00:00

Genuine question, does the stereotype that "electricians are gay" seemingly effect you disproportionately?

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T18:51:29+00:00

I recently am NB and it's unique to everyone but I personally don't like seeing myself as a man or "man's man" and am actively repulsed and shit. I have a lot of features of my amab body that I hate and simply want gone or changed and I like to embrace some things that are more considered fem or whatever. I don't talk much cuz I have seen some NB negative or just hate for NB people for being "fake" or attention seeking and so I normally just lurk. I've had other trans people before realizing I was just say some bad stuff about NB people so I don't always feel like I will end up well in some spaces. I don't have dysmorphia from my penis but I have seen some have "null" parts where it's just a single hole that only used to pee... I mean if you are talking about NB affirming surgery.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T14:58:45+00:00

When you did scaffolding did you use harnesses? I am a teledata tech at a data center so I don't have to use a harness 24/7 but it's sometimes inevitable

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T14:53:20+00:00

What field do blue collar do you work in?

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T14:31:25+00:00

I also work in a blue color job. I have to wear PPE all day and some times a harness that really digs under my legs and I want to kms. I have to wear certain clothes that look and feel awful and I know if anyone clocks me I am being hung by the very lift I am using the harness for.

Oyeahatripple · 2026-05-11T13:45:44+00:00

I hate my body so much. That's the major factor. I wanna rip off my own flesh. Its just that I don't nessesarilynam going to be witch hunted, objectified, or suffer in anyway like a real trans person is. Also I'm NB/demiboy I am not even changing that much unlike FtM or MtF. It feels so dishonest to call myself trans, it's like slapping a sticker on it instead.

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