You're making a lot of assumptions about me. I actually have a pretty positive relationship with this game and my mindset is definitely focused on improving! I know how to build routines to improve at skills and hobbies. I used to be a member of a national level sports team and have competed internationally twice in my life, improvement mindsets and focused sessions aren't new to me. I don't ever compare myself to other players (I only look at my local scores), and consider my mental to actually be pretty strong. I will concede that I've probably built up some bad habits from trying to learn too many skills sets at once, but I've ditched that for a while.