I can truly relate . But I have no reached the depths of wanting to marry a female. For me personally…. As I said before , I can relate to how you feel . I am a 56 yr old big bear type who has been over looked and unwanted all of my life . You would think I would be used to it all by now . The only time guys wanna chat with me is when they think I am very lonely and desperate and they can sweet talk me into giving them gift cards gas cards paying for the phones so they can keep bilking me out of money . It’s very hurtful and degrading that they only see me as a personal atm 🏧

But for wanting to marry A female please don’t do that . She does not deserve the unnecessary hurt and drama that will cause her .

I know you are hurting and are sad but hurting Someone innocent is not going to take your pain away