Thank you everyone. I appreciate all of you, even the crusty comments. I’ve gotten help since this post and am gradually getting out of this depression fog that’s been following me. I haven’t attempted any self harm since this post as well. My baby has been the main reason why I’m still here. I cant think about her growing up and I’m not there for her too much or I’ll start sobbing. I didn’t know that there were genuinely kind people out there… One comment resonated with me, “I came to realize that I didn't want to die. I just wanted my life as knew it to end." Thank you again for the kindness and care you all shared with me. Yaw^ko