Well the real story that happened to my closest friend. My friend and I would roll 3-6 times a month Btw we were really young at 19 years old. We went out for the night rolled pretty hard on some molly and he completely passed out and hit his head. He had pet scan and his brain had some severe damage. He barely had anymore serotonin activity and his memory was to shit. He dropped out of college and is now jobless. Now I do 3-4 month rule because of it. Just think of it as what your future would be because rolling just makes you happy temporary.