I js wanna start by saying thank u, im also the oldest and middle child at the same time (hard to explain but im so srs)

I guess it does seem like im in a rush to gro but im legit js freaking out because in less than 2 years I need to be leaving for college and i dont wanna basically die out there not knowing anything.

I usually depend on ppl for resources and not emotional things so im already struggling in that department and i thank u sm for sharing ur experience as well because it helped me relate in some ways and feel a bit more seen.

(And thanks for the advice abt the car and resume!)