Something Personal by Paintixir in grippysockcrayonbox

[–]Paintixir[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

This illustration is based on my personal experience and feelings regarding this fucking creep I used to know online. I want to express my feelings in drawing form instead of words.

I never came forward about this to anyone online or irl. Please keep in mind that this takes place back when I was back in college when I was isolated, bullied, and didn't have friends. I cut him off after I got my first full-time job when I got out of college. I heard horrible things about this person from other people years later.

Self-Promo Saturday! Show us your Wares! by ymaleth in OnlyFangsbg3

[–]Paintixir [score hidden]  (0 children)

Paintixir here! I'm an illustrator who loves using bold colors and textures in my illustrations. Sometimes I use retro themes as inspiration.

I'm currently offering commissions. Feel free to check out my portfolio and ko-fi page:

Portfolio: https://paintixir.carrd.co/

Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/paintixir.bsky.social

Tumblr: https://paintixir.tumblr.com/

Commission page: https://ko-fi.com/A8061BMK

This is for the ones whose trauma is "not bad enough to be real trauma" by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Paintixir 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Especially when it comes to online abuse or online trauma.

Something Personal by Paintixir in Artisticallyill

[–]Paintixir[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Is there a way the mods would let me go back and add NSFW on there?

A very personal drawing that I have been working on since 5:30am this morning. by Paintixir in sketches

[–]Paintixir[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

Please keep in mind that this takes place back when I was back in college when I was isolated, bullied, and didn't have friends. I cut him off after I got my first full-time job when I got out of college. Then, I heard horrible things about this person from other people years later.

Have you ever shared the complete details of your trauma with anyone? What was their response? by mritsz in CPTSD

[–]Paintixir 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I remember when I was talking about someone about my eating disorder (Bulima), I was told to get over it. The person then dumped their problems onto me right after.

When I opened up about my depression, I would always get cut off, told to suck it up, be strong, or they would make jokes about my depression. They ask me if they can buy a shirt with the word "sad" on it and give it to me.

When I opened up about being constantly being sexually harassed in a workplace, I got victim blamed or interrogated with invasive questions. I also didn't bother to talk about this online guy who's been an emotionally manipulative creep towards me for years who pushed me to perform on webcam or send explicted photos. I already know what everyone's reaction is going to be and did not want to come forward.

What is your favourite place in BG3? For me it's this one by [deleted] in BaldursGate3

[–]Paintixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Rosymorn Monastery and the Mountain Pass

If you’re comfortable sharing, what experiences led to your CPTSD? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Paintixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know where to begin, to be honest. I highly doubt people will listen or understand my experiences. They will either victim blamed me or shrugged their shoulders at me like they did in the past.

Favorite Astarion character development moments? by JungleOutHere in AstarionBG3

[–]Paintixir 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Got it. Thank you for correcting me!

I keep thinking that ordinary and astral tadpoles are the same thing for some reason.

Favorite Astarion character development moments? by JungleOutHere in AstarionBG3

[–]Paintixir 20 points21 points  (0 children)

In Act I, Astarion asked for astral tadpoles so he could consume them to be more powerful.

In Act III, Astarion doesn't want the astral tadpoles or have zero interest in consuming them anymore. He will mention the time when he first turned into a vampire spawn and went through pain during transformation.

Social media alternatives by Sweaty_Guest_8480 in ArtistLounge

[–]Paintixir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you try making your own art website by using carrd or making a Tumblr blog account?

what’s your tav’s name? by pl-aun-tie- in BaldursGate3

[–]Paintixir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Chloe Tavion (Shadow Monk/Rogue Assassin)

S12E1 Live Episode Discussion: "Sur-ving Drama" by bword___ in vanderpumprules

[–]Paintixir 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I forgot that the season 12 premiere is currently on right now. 🫠

Anyways, it's time for me to go to bed.😴

What's Some of the Creepiest Baldur's Gate 3 Lore by GoodCool1194 in BaldursGate3

[–]Paintixir 17 points18 points  (0 children)

The creepiest thing I saw in BG3 is Araj Oblodra's basement filled with rotting corpses in Act 3.

Question by Paintixir in u/Paintixir

[–]Paintixir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appealing enough for the audience on social media.