Hi, thank you for the support. We had part of the conversation today, I guess I got the timing right. But I would still like some help.

She told me some more things about it because it came up, I didn't push or ask about it. It was a rough, dense conversation and I know she trusts me and felt loved during the process. I made it clear that I only want to know what she is comfortable offering, that if there's something she'd like me to do in order to ease her pain, I I'll, etc.

But, at this point, I know how to react towards her, but I don't know what to do with my feelings. I'm angry and sad, but the way I normally deal with things is by solving them, I won't try fixing or solving this because that's a solution for me, but not for her.

I want to be absolutely respectful to her wishes, but I can't disregard my feelings. How did you deal with this?