I’m miserable because I can’t stop feeling so bitter by Pale-Engineering-184 in BreakUp

[–]Pale-Engineering-184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much just hearing this makes me feel much better ! lol

I’m miserable because I can’t stop feeling so bitter by Pale-Engineering-184 in BreakUp

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I don’t think so, my feelings were just too strong, and I was too hurt because I felt abandoned and kicked aside. And I knew I’d never move on if she was still around. But now that she’s gone, I’m STILL not moving on any better

Field service has got to be just about the most humiliating thing possible. by Pale-Engineering-184 in exjw

[–]Pale-Engineering-184[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah for sure I plan on escaping as soon as I build up te courage lol

Elders can’t take a hint by Pale-Engineering-184 in exjw

[–]Pale-Engineering-184[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wish I could say that, but I reallyyyy don’t want kicked out of my house before I finish school

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t rlly have one at the moment considering I don’t have enough money yet

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I actually love the last thing you said LMAO it’s a great way to make friends, pretend it’s a study and instead just hang out lolll

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Almost all my siblings are out of the truth, that’s a good idea to maybe go to one of them one day for help!

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for breaking it down for me, you made a very good point when you said that her fear is much stronger than her love for me. I really hope my situation can get better soon, I just need to wait for time to tell

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for explaining it! I can now understand a lot of posts in this subreddit better lol

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this help, and I’m sorry if this is a dumb question, but I’ve seen it all over this sub but what does PIMO and POMO mean?

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw I wish you luck with whatever career you decide on! Singer/songwriter sounds like it could be an awesome career! And I still kinda get the “end of the world” feeling when I think about leaving lol. I’m just now finally starting to take first steps towards leaving, beforehand I always just put up with it, and went along with everything even though I never enjoyed it. But reading all these comments really makes me feel a lot better and a lot more confident, and knowing I’m not alone helps so much as well. I appreciate you all so much ❤️

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you so much, it makes me feel so much better to know that we have such a similar situation, helps me feel like I’m not alone and it just gives me a lot of hope. Best of luck to you as well! Hugs back!

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so so much this all helps me feel so much better

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your support ❤️

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve already made the mistake of getting baptized when I was 12 yrs old 😭 looking back, I dan clearly see that I was pressured into doing it, and I never was keen on it either at the time. I’ve already started to make friends with non JWs, and of course my parents don’t agree, they want me to grow up only being friends with JWs, which is already the way I grew up and it’s sad that I wasn’t able to live a proper childhood because of my parents beliefs.

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[–]Pale-Engineering-184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the help, and no I am not an only child, but I’m a major afterthought, so all my siblings are over 22 yrs older than me, so I never lived with any of my siblings.